how do i breathe - mario

been reading my past blog entries.
2 words: foolish me.
just how much i did laughed at myself for my past.
didn't know why was i so silly last time.

for now, i'm glad.
everything is going fine for me.
besties there for me.
buddies there for me.
babies there for me.
fatty also there for me.
close to perfect is more than enough for me.

okay, i really miss clubbing.

and i'm not gona touch beer anymore.

we were testing each other with so many what if this happen or that happen or if only this and that.
TSK.
just wana see our depths of care, love and concern for each other huh?
i suppose so, but it definately definately has gotta be, more than 10 hearts for my dearest.

iniatially, it was just maybe a 7 to 8 hearts.
but even though time didn't pass very fast,

thank you god,
for making FATE happened.
it has happened.
TOO MANY THINGS, TOO MUCH COINCIDENCES.
think until i got scared.
MY FATE IS HERE, WITH ME, BY MY SIDE.
I LOVE YOU, ALVIN WONG :)

很想你 - 张智成

back from supper.

thanks guang xi.

super long never see him.

ok. i just put down the phone with baby.

im tired. good night.

i wana go travelling badly.

need to unwind a lil. sg is so boringggg.

bali, taiwan, hk, redang island, japan, bangkok, ooh-la-la!

:(

money makes the world go round :(

waiting tomorrow!
got to met up with my loves just now at xin wang.
was craving for soya milk badly. hahahaha.
we had the usual craps and i seriously cant imagine if me and loves rent a flat and stay together with our bfs.
IT'D BE SO MUCH FUN.
esp the toilet part is funny -.-

OFF TO BEDDDDDDD!

we'll tide thru everything...

his my laughing med. basket.

I am super super superr tired.

And I am working tomorrow.

5 more hours of sleep. Shiat.



Been meeting baby for the past 3 days?

Sunday - towning with his friends and movie: what happens in vegas

Monday - Bugis and than rab bar with him and bryan and etc

Tue - Marine Sq, Suntec City and home sweet home



SUPER TIRED LUH! :(
3 more days more days more days.

Wah sian sian sian.
I wake up at 11+ am.
Crazy me.
Was talking on the phone with baby till the sun rises.
Ha.
Really enjoyed talking with him.
I love it when there's so much to say, nothing hidden and there's endless topics to talk about.
Instead of the usual quiet-ness on the phone which most guys would give.
Boredom.
We're just ranting at each other with anything under the sun.

Went waiting yesterday,Anicia, mer, clevo, sijie, tony, baby, alex and ah keong.
Anicia was as usual, dead drunk at 12+ am.
Ya ya ya, she drank martell, chivas, beer, red wine?
and red wine really kills u deadly fastttttt.

Went till around 2+ am?
Then me, baby, mer and clevo cabbed to lau pa sat for our suppppppp-er :)
again, i ordered siew mai, like WTH.
why do i always eat siew mai for supper, LOL.

all of us are currently in a status of getting broke, omg.
baby and buddies, tahan kay.
my pay is coming this month end!

PICS.

lame buddyyy.

these 2 are edited by me! :P

funny anicia w/ my baby

loves these girls forever
group pic. hearts allll.
candid!
sijie and tony

tell me what you dream

i'm up!
i'm going to bed soon again just after having my short nap to take my lunch.
i was feeling pretty unwell last night.
went waiting.. and then suddenly feel sick. SICK.
had food poisoning i guess.
went waiting at 7. cabbed home immed at 10+.

the taxi passed by liang court..
i had the sudden urge to tell him to stop.
i had the urge to see baby badly..
because i was unwell.. and i miss him badly.
but i didn't, because he was working and i didn't wana disturb him.
told him about it just now, he said if i were to go find him, he will go off from work early..
I MISS HIM BADLY. another 9 hrs to see him!

"sorry eh darling.. when u sick im not beside u.. :( "
LOVESSSSS.

happy 21st ANICIA WANG SHUPING
too bad i had to went home early and cant join her and marie at waiting and amber.
but tonight! shall be the night.
mer, clevo bud, sijie, tony, anicia, and more friends might be coming down to waiting.
not forgetting baby!

i have a few dear people in my life and i will always pray hard for their safety and health.
FUK SMOKING!
ahaha.
-my family
-my closest sisters and friends
-my fatty

they are the best! :)
and im gona enjoy my weekends.
hope you people will too :P

信仰爱情

i'm home today.

i'm in love.

and i love Alvin Wong Xin Pu

lalalalalala~

his my think alike, my other half.

HEARTSSSSSS <3

i miss him. diao.

even thou i look ugly in the pic, im still putting it cos his in it.
before we got together... before any sparks fly -at shebang


给我信仰爱情的勇气

我的世界只有你

甜蜜确定不放弃

就让我可以深情

闭上眼睛深深呼吸

遇见你我是如此幸运

给我一个机会拥抱你

一生一秒也不要忽远忽近看不清

给我允许守候你

从今天起

信仰爱情有意义

因为你

SHUFFLE BITCH

just got back loves!

i'm damn bored, so late haven't sleep.

went to boatquay as usual just now, today was the boring-est day ever.

cause only me , marie and cleve went to drink.

but we saw ah tang coincidently at amber.

carlsberg seriously sucks.

went to bardot to find my tattoo artist after that.

beer again -.-

tmr i'm going shopping! we're going shopping baby!

shuffle bitch! lovin' it <3>

met up w/ zhi xian just to specially get the ringtone. hurhurrr.

mer & ah tang

mer & bud clevo

me & my tattoo-er, zhi xian

& his frens

& the stupig face

& his more frensssss

& his frens again -.-

情深意動

don't know where to start..
i just sorta woke up from a short nap.
damn blurry...
let's start.
fri went to catch chocolate with alvin :)
some fighting thai show yet a lil funny.
had dinner at HK cafe.
My maggie mee! hurr..


then , headed down to club fab to meet amos and the rest.
drink drank never drunk :P


on sat..
met up with my loves anicia and mer mer.
ate at thai smile - my fav mango salad from anicia's recommendation
met up w/ lionel and went to the white bar to drink.
wahhhh, their songs not updated lei.
mer mer was touched yest. touched to tears!
tears of joy! hugged her...
she's never felt this happy before.
im glad she and buddy met. they never felt happier then before..
each time she's high or drunk, who's on her mind?
the word cleveland keeps coming out from her mouth.
she miss him she miss him...
and my buddy words made her damn touched..
true friends are indeed hard to find.
8yrs of friendship, we'll never part.
anicia, marie - you girls are the best. i love you allllll.
always there for you girls!
as long as u girls are happy, im more than satisfied!

in between white bar, went to jab1, den to shebang to find different friends.
there's just some things that needn't be hidden anymore.
but i didn't betray you.
i trust myself, i know how to look after myself..

went off with alvin and the rest to club fab again after that.
cant remember much after that.
just remember i ate siew mai at maxwell. hahaha!

oh well...
BQ again later?
爱心餐.... to CLARKQUAY

being a girl, i'm just as mesmerize by her and her freaking voice.
Sweet china girl :)
she just beats jolin tsai, hk cafe jolin, cyndi wang, and whoever from taiwan!
the best the best! lol :D
and singing to my all time fav song - LOVING U

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring....
Stay with me while we grow old....
And we will live each day in spring time....
*melts*

张靓颖 - LOVING U

hello !
im at work.
counting down to the no of days left.
hmmmm, 4 more days! :P

yea, tink i wana find a partime instead.
sian la, everyday work.
boring la.

off work at 8pm yest.
cabbed down to taka to meet anicia and mer.
i only had old chang kee for dinner.
went club fab to meet derrick amos alvin bryan.
left as early as 1am.
reached home, slacked around, 2+ am started on my work stuffs.
in which i must send in by today morning.
and i was done w it till like 545 am?
1 hr rest and then off to get prepared for work?
DAMN SHAG LA.
bathing also eyes close. everywhere i go my eyes are close.
OMFG.
slept in the bus like nobody business.
lucky i din miss my stop.

thanks for chatting the whole night thru.
dead bored.

long time no movie-ing.
i wana watch speed racer!
oh, those olden days cartoon shows and this was one of my fav on CN.
Hur...

I NEED A PARTIME JOB.
Omg , my 2nd TP in june. and i havent gone for any lessons over the past few mths.

American boy

:) :)
i'm awake! and i slept like at 7+ just now?

fri went O bar with anicia, mer, alvin, amos, derrick.
then to BQ.
butttt, i was gone at o bar.
went there for two times but was gone for the two times too.

boat quay yesterday night with so many fuking incidents.
was a crazy night once again.
no worries, wasn't drunk or high, just tired.
met anicia, francis and ken at shebang.
there was a fuking big fight inside in such a small place la.
i was seriously damn scare la, glasses & martell btl flying here and there?
yea, and bits of glasses flew to me..
chairs overturned and stuffs. the whole place was freaking in a mess.
i was damn worried for anicia, baby and the other girls la..

but lucky, my dear ones aint hurt :)
we then headed to amber 21 for another btl.
then after, there's some fight.
baby just made me damn worried.
you'll be fine ok !
dont be bothered by people's words.

yea, yest afternoon went to sharks@holland.v to get my tattoo done.
freaking 3 hrs session. first outline, first tone wasn't that hurting.
but the second tone and sec outline after the break was like ****
tattoo is painnnnn but bearable :)
thanks mer and bud for accompanying me thruout .
PICS .

Zhi xian working on it

the final


O bar with my girls

damn shag.
going to bed soon :)
all the lack of sleep from the past few days comes all at one go today.
oh ya, i wana drink tomorrow!
may drinking forget all your sorrows and pain.
just never get drunk ya.

20th May is coming.
marks the last day of work.
Hohohohoho.

Stay with me while we grow old and we'll live each day in spring time.
loving you.....

pics do the talking?
good night people.
im just damn tired.

WO BU PEI

helloooooooo :)
in the office right now, i am alone thru out the whole afternoon later.
and yes, I TENDERED ALREADY!
hahahaha, simple as it is, i'm just not the right candidate for this new start up dept.
Boss was asking if I did like to be transferred to other dept but he got to check it out.
and yes, i was wishing to be in the retail dept.
fashion shows and etc, niceeeee.

but then, i think i better go, out there find a better job.
or back to studies?
TSK, anyone got a job for me?

past 2 days been crazy. okay just put down on the phone with marie.
and ya GUYS, are always this weird.

monday night, club fabulous with mer, anicia and friends.
tues night, she bang and bar roq (?) with same grp. i hate beer.
i practically got not enough sleep la!
less than 4hrs each day :(
and if they're gona club tonight, doubt i'll be going la.

pictures will be up soooooonnnnnn.
tooo manyyyyyy.
my camera is gona crash one day with the girls using my digi cam.
LOL.

IM MOVING ON.
IM SORRY.
ENJOYING THE SINGLE LIFE WITH MY GIRLS <3

SAT /-

met POW at town first.
shopped around and immed change to the clothes i bought.
ate chicken rice. thanks for the treat.
haha.
and ya practically walked around all over town while waiting for marie and cleve to get their way to town.
met at dhoby ghaut.
walked to visual orgasm.
and ya, PRACTICALLY I DIDNT DO IN THE END.
i was hesitating, here and there, then, i cant make a decision on what to do!
HA.
and so, marie just did her touch up.
but i doubt i will go back to visual orgasm, prolly sharks.
at night, cab over to pasir ris to meet anicia and the rest at elias.
went to ee yang chalet awhile then back to 443.
we had nothing to do.
i'm getting sick of my job. how how how.

leslie working on her touch up

ahem!

misssss... forever

firstly, happy belated bday eeyang :)

its like practically 9.20am in the morning.

and im not YET asleep.

initially didnt plan to stay over at eeyang chalet but mer mer was too high, LOL

damn shag, couldnt get a proper slp thru out.

going visual orgasm later.

gona lose alot of blood. hahaha.

maybe?

and then maybe back to eeyang chalet?

suppose to club at zouk, but i really wasnt in the mood.

you can say we're through.

its really hard, hard to move on.

i initiated, but hurting someone is like stabbing me in the heart a million times.

i rather be the one to get hurt than hurt some one so dear.

hurting myself is no big deal, im all so use to it already.

on the brighter side, we're still friends and im always thr.

but..

we may not get to see each other as often anymore.

i really really hope you can get over this calmly, im worried.

i appreciate all, i do.

thanks for the memories.

do a headstand to prevent the tears from flowing...

i feel like tearing up for the words u said at downtown, but i'll be strong

i've no strength to work anymore, my willpower is not with me alr.

PICTURES

meet bday boy and pat

mcvin and the other guys late late in the night

in the midst of some cheater 5 10 game

coralites unite ?

eeyang's bungalow chalet, damn big

a night at summer breeze with anicia , baby and one more person

a gift from him, a v belated gift, but its the last gift ever...

the zillion times we tried to take a perfect photo!

funny?