shuffle - the in thing at clubs ? :)

mermer take care ya. its ya sleep-in time !

表白

Never been up this early before.
Im kinda upset cause i failed.
but its more or less expected.
Ubi traffic is super packed.
Circuit was ok, it's just the route that added too many points.
It's alright :D at least i know what to look out for during the next test.

met up with emerson for super short lunch yesterday.
went down all the way to yewtee.
den headed to eunice house at woodlands.
slacked, talked, eat, she spring cleaned, we sleep. LOL.

at night headed to marie's grandma songka just opp my blk.
slacked, EAT, the food not bad lei..
got my fav barley ginko dessert!
never seen such not bad buffet at songka before.
anyway, my condolences.
marie will be strong, i think, maybe not? :P
slacked all the way till 1+ am.
jason, zhixiang and lester came along.
all with DS on hand and smiley's PSP.
all started playing games there.
and marie on hand driving lesson with the van.
tsktsktsk.
glad that the box behind didnt drop out .

okay, where do i go today?

i wana go dome.... play l-a-n! :)
crazy crazy.

留心

I'm going to bed soon =)

merry x-mas all.
too late to wish thou.

went out as early as 3pm yesterday.

headed to town as usual.

played at dome.

omg, i'm starting to like team fortress.

and i'm still in the midst of learning dota.

lol...

i cant stop playing team fortress despite their super duper lagging network.

and ya, i think i need to play lan everyday.

die.

at night headed to bottoms up to meet audrey and the rest.

some left as early when i went down.

boat quay is starting to get boring.

drinking too.

and i really need to diet.

its seriously time to. lol.

been eating alot ...

went to marie's house just now to help her cook that stupig whole chicken, made potato salad and super-salty-that-made-me-too-thirsty macaroni.

the whole 3 dish was either oily or too salty.

and all we add was pepper salt pepper salt.

super noobs sia.

headed to roy house soon after (3hrs!!) and met up with kaisang and chia en.

ate there lo. roy commented. efforts appreciated but salty it was.

slacked by the couch with a glass of mint baileys, super strong la dey.

alrights. some pics up. nights sweets.

yu dao

super tired :(
went for car prac jus now.
leg cramp sio.
lol.

at jab1 yest...
supposed to drop by bottoms up yest to find audrey and all..
but in the end never.

well...
its too late to go in now.
jus look at the age.
we jus wan a simple life ahead.
and time spent tgt.

and goin for dinner later w family.
been so long...

wat's my christmas wish ?
wat's my 2008 new yr resolution?
i really dono.
i haven even tink of one.

i jus know its been so long since i shopped.
i need money u know!
ah huh!
i jus wish santa wud drop me a bag of fuking dresses!
hurhurhur.

i fukin wana look good!
last christmas i gave u my heart.
few mths later u tore it apart.

Life

gimme that feeling of love and anxiousness back into my life again!

the drama i watched just now.

tells me a story.

a story i should learnt.

2 rings being proposed to a girl.
one is from a rich rich guy, a 10-carat diamond.
and the other, a guy who has been travelling around the world for the girl.
and he got her a little something.
its a no brand little ring with a top like in a ribbon-shaped.
its not the ring that matters, but the sincerity in trying to find the right ring for her that he has been traveling around.

till then, i realised.

certain rings brought a couple together, through god's will and fate.

i did rather travel around the world, find a random ring that we both loved.
it ain't costly but its the one and only ring of that design.

rather than choosing a ring that has a 10-carat diamond but it has many duplications of that kind.

so after all, is the gold ring an expensive one? i doubt so.
it's been caught by 2 people, in the heart.

got this from a blog.

Chad Eastman wrote in his book The Truth About Guys, "More than 96% of high school relationships don't last, including the ones that were 'absolutely going to be together forever.' ... The truth is, you will probably date several guys/girls before you get married, so treat each relationship that comes along as a learning experience & of course, to learn from each relationship. (If you can get into a dozen relationships in a year & yet not have a clue what have you gained from each experience, you can be 100% sure you are scaring the right person away.) Don't look at every relationship as if you are going to wind up getting married. Most importantly, don't get too involved into talking about the future. Deal with the facts before you let your feelings take over. Go into a relationship to have fun and make a good friend. Nothing more. If, by some extremely small percentage, things should progress into marriage, they will. Don't rush just because you give yourself an excuse that you are young & you can't think rationally.

We are all still growing up. And we do not have the slightest fucking clue as to what type of person we are going to marry because we have hardly begun to discover what type of person we're going to ultimately mature into. The point of teenager-datings is not to find our "soul mate"(or maybe it is, i don't know); but it is to test out the complimentary as well as unfavorable characteristics in people that will assist us in eventually finding "the one."

"I stopped asking my boyfriend about the future when I come to realize it is futile to even talk about it because the worst thing happens when expectations build up and he doesn't make good with his promises, you point all 10 fingers at him, put him down with the most horrible things you can mention, damage his pride & ruin a perfectly fine relationship. So I am enjoying myself to the fullest with him. Because for all I know, he might be the one whom is going to give me the happiest moments in my entire life."

:/

seriously fuking sian.
thurs holiday.
at home :[
nvm la, at home also ok de.
everytime go out also sian.

oh man. left with 1 month plus!
before i graduate!
wah cant wait sia.
den im gona rest like 1 week.
den gona work!
no money is serious shiat.

cant wait to go back to the days where i worked.
see wat buy wat.
but now i learnt about saving..
haha. try lo.
mustchanged.
am 20 turnin 21.
my mind cant be like tat all tat time.
thou playful is playful a lil, but when its time to get serious its a must.
soon after, clubbin i will get sian which i did alr a lil.
den pubbing will soon be gone too as i grow older.

cant go on like tat in my future.
thou fun....
i must find an interest to dig in.

i needa change of lifestyle.

christmas is coming. santa whr r u?

recent movies i've watched.
mid detective.
alvin and the chipmunks twice. super cute la. i love theodore.
and warlords yest..
warlords storyline ok la.. so much of fighting and betrayal and then u die!
i wana watch water horse and red line. hurhur.

super sian day.
had my car prac.
hais.
gona have so many car pracs..
met up w audrey .
ate teppanyaki.. n walked ard.
guorong came along shortly after.

couple rings .
gold color ...
sighs.

i super tired.
update again.


oh ya and baby's leaving for taiwan tmr!
gona miss her luh.
and bet she's gona enjoy yet miss me..
LOL
till den.

wo zhen zai xiang..
wei si me...
xi huan liang ge ren

celebrated jonathan's bday at bottoms up yest.
freaking lotsa pple wen.
audry siewling was all thr.
more girls thr now. hurhur.
glad to see all of them. been long. lol.
and they opened like close to 5bottles?
stayed thr till late and cabbed back w james.
shag la.....

exams are over.
and im glad i don hafta supp OB paper.
weets.

left with one month plus.



*i cant give up, wont give up, never let go :(
im not good with words. but my heart is true.

temquevalerrrrr

its like 1+ am now.

still mugging away. walaowei~~

really cannot last day study de.

sure die.

sure lack of sleep.

and ya after tmr's paper, so gona enjoy ourselves yea baby ^^ LOL

i wana go villa bali.

i wana go sentosa shangri-la hotel.

i wana go fine dining.

i wana eat cheese fondue (OMFG -.-'')

i wana wana wanaaaaaaa nananana.

siao liao.

still got so many unfulfilled wish... tsk tsk.

withLURVESSS. and still...
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!

last wed @MOS. sophia.baby.april

连哭都是我的错

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错

NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!
=/

曾经爱你永远爱你

jus reached home not too long from shenglong's mum funeral..
my condolences.

before tat,
was at town.
played lan, eat lunch, watch free movie "mad detective" (gan sian) and walk walk and eat dinner.
and i seemed to be eating quite alot siaaaa.
someone help!
cut down period :)

oh ya.
and today's exam paper.
business law!
law my arse!
jus did wat i can lo.
hopefully can pass can alr.
only did super last min revision like only yest?
lol.
watever.
but learnt my lesson not to do it anymore.
so im gona start marketing soon .

hurhurrrrr.
i miss ktv-ing pubssss.

oh ya it's the 5 10 loser's bday. jus in time. happy bday johnathan.

esctasy

i haven started on anythin wen exams on mon!
motivation tats wat i need.
don pull me down cos im affected easily.

i dislike pple who words hurt so badly.
define the word "disgusting"
haha.
from insensitive pple to sensitive pple.
words that kills.

i need a hug badly,
are u the one?
=/

jus checked my bag for all the movie tix and i din know tat i've watched this much movies recently.

resident evil
halloween
muay thai
brothers
triangle
bee movie
enchanted
kingdom
hitman
30 days of night
tattooist

cant imagine the money i've spent on movies. tsk tsk.

cheesecake w love

=]

yest nite.
wen utopia w baby to find donald.
check out on tattoo designs to cover her back.
fuk it. and im loving the xian nu.
fuking nice.
maybe i should jus do one big one on my back and tat should be the very first n last?
the xian nu also rather unique as compared to jap geisha. too common le.
but how to even put a big one wen i don even know if i can tahan the pain lo.

wen out jus now and learnt to bake.
hahaha.
den met smiley.
whole day at pasiris sio.
sian ji pua.
fukin shit.
im worried for my studies now.
but biz law sucks. cos v messy.
tmr SURE study!

*thumbs up for cheesecake! :)

我们有缘无纷。
一个新的开始，一个新的我。
一切一切都必须把他给忘掉！
不管我们的过去有多少的快乐和悲哀，一切都已结速了。
我会把全部的回忆给忘到一干二净。
因为，想起过去是痛苦。
谢谢那一段日子的快乐与悲哀。

its gona be a ladies clubbin nite!
dance till we drop babes! <3<3

ok. im gg out now. bb...
i miss audrey leis. LOL. da-jie-da sio.... hurhur.

smiley -MUMUMU!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

:]

jus reached home.
fukin shag.
im so tired.
went Bali House to drink with emerson, ah chen and si wei.
ordered one barrel of beer.
played the dice and 5 cups game.
i drank quite alot la.
and i can say tat beer sucks :x

time will prove everything.
and i still got all the greatest friends around me to be there for me and support me in everythin i do :)
life's great with all this girls and loved ones.

holding on wont do any good.
jus cherishing the moments now is the best.
hurhurrrrr.
watched 3o days of night.
fuking scary movie to me, did rate it 3.5*

i wana get a tattoo done la.......
argh.

its fuking time to study again?
OMFG.

the way i are

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The Bottom Line
Starting new projects is more important than finishing old ones right now.
In Detail
Sometimes privacy is a luxury, and you might have to sacrifice some of yours today. Your presence is in high demand. People want you, left, right and center. Whether they want you to help explain something or they need you to sell a complicated idea to someone in power, you're in demand. Toss shyness by the wayside and step out into the spotlight before someone else (less talented) beats you to the punch. Keep your vision simple and your words clear.

i dono why..
horoscopes always seems to be fuking scary.

oh ya!
going to zouk next wed! and im gona make sure tat plan happens.
cos i so missed zouking. so miss clubbing.
so miss gettin drunk w long island. NOT.
i wana dance and i've got lotsa clothes to get!
mphorsis clothings and hula n co dresses. drive me crazy la.
sian sian sian.
money oh money..
i blive it will come soon.
the rightful money tat i shld get back soon .
weeeeeeee.
cos i am so in need of it!

i miss eating @
sakae sushi =]
pepper lunch =]
ben n jerrys
bedok 85
teppanyaki
crystal jade

i wana watch
silk
tattooist
fred claus

recent movies i've catched
enchanted - 3.5*
the kingdom - 3*

april's diet is back to normal. weets.
missedandloved.

The Bottom Line
Your daily life will go through some plot twists worthy of a Hollywood thriller.
In Detail
One of your relationships is slowly moving into a new arena -- and it's okay if you are not so sure that you are totally comfortable with it. You're usually at ease with change, but now you're hearing alarm bells going off all around you. It is too soon to tell whether there are things to be concerned about, so there is no need to act on any fears. Just feel what you feel, and give this thing time to assume its new shape. Chances are that you both will be able to adjust and thrive.

True or not ?
I miss the group , hurhur

别人的天长地久

你说的一天不够

不够你爱我

不够长不够久

你要的为爱而活

怎么忘了我

好羡慕你能拥有

别人的天长地久

its a fuktup night yest.

fuking many things happened at waiting.

all of my frens are fuking drunk and im fuking high.

and 2 were cryin away bcos of relationship problems.

and arguements and quarrels started.

i cared for my frens.

i don wan anythin to happen to them.

i'll jus wash my hands off them.

let them do wat they wan, no one will stop.

i feel so fuking stress seein my frens like tat.

im stucked in the middle.

can u understand my situation?

drink all u girls wan, i cant be bothered anymore.

i was high and my head was freakin pain.

yet shouts were all over all the nonsense crap started.

its my fault ya.

everything wudnt have started if me n eunice din planned to go waiting.

pls look ahead, don turn back, live life happily GIRLS.

SORRY.

it aint fun anymore drinkin.

seein them cryin and laughing at the same time, makes me go crazy and sad.

zilian in sch.. fukin act cute. omfg.

一路上有你

define love.
to give and to take.
everyone jus needs a lil attention plus some care and concern...
:)

*珍惜眼前人*

p/s: oh man. im craving for jap food againnnnnn. and chocolates makes me go ga-ga. and F-A-T :(

The kingdom

Gameplan

Doraemon!

Someone bring me watch these movies can? LOL. baby has watch them le :(

*work hard ya. im glad cos no one's stoppin u now =]

也许

omg. cant blive im still up at this time.
anyway, here are some random pics taken on sat and jus now.

me and baby's maggie mee la. sweet right? lol







baby sleeping in my room... hurhur.



freaking cleveland asleep caught on cam.


p/s: wat if i say IMU?

sorry but i've an urge to blog again.
im jus toooooooooo bored.
dearest lesbo marie has fly to bangkok this afternoon.
im sad tat lesbo is not by my side :(
tink her bf more lonely la!
wonder wat she's doin now?
confirm shopping at MBK.
i super miss bangkok la!
miss shopping at MBK, and watchin midnite movie thr.
miss going RCA route66 and drink n get high.
missed goin chatuchak, crazy shopping sprees with lotsa perspiration.
miss pratunam market.
miss A&W!!!
girls, wen are we goin again?
mths ago we kinda plan to go taiwan this yr end.

but look at us now, kinda impossible.
cos joyce will be in japan for her stewardess course :(
miss those days. those fun.
watever la.

im boring.
i wana eat japanese cuisine!
i wan a psp slim!
i wan a new hp.
haha money u damn jerk.
u are the cause of it all.
BASKET
I NEED A JOB.
APRIL IS SO CONTRADICTING LA.
sibei siannnnnnnnnnnnnn
walao, why so gek gao?*********

曾经爱你永远爱你

wen waiting yest.. w eunice baby, cleveland, sijie n tony.
too many coralians at waiting.
saw kelvin n his group, den desmond, den this 17yrs olds who said they were from coral sec too.
wth.

den wen central 24hrs to eat supper.
saw another coral group.

gona slacked at home today.
pubbing once a week is okay.
hurhur.

心里很乱
这世界是不公平的

sex is not the end - aquarius

baby is at my house now!
watching tv.. and im bloggin.
sibei sian.
we cabbed back tgt from sch lo.
$17, hahah.

cooked maggi tgt, fukin sweet rite?
LOL.
it jus taste so niceeee cos baby is by my side.
and ya we are goin waiting tgt later!
so sweet man.
im so tired le, better have a nap.
we're enjoying our 2-some w no one at home. weets.

guess whose the baby? ^-^
hahahahahaha!

impheatus

dono why recently kept blasting RNB and techno music sia.
wtf.
too high alr. haha.

i've been town-ing almost everyday since the past 2 weeks.
fuking project.
slack.

waiting tmr!
nights sweets.

back into you - amber davis

im free from now :)
should be free long time ago.
its been like some heavy thing in me tats been kept so long in my heart.
the feeling is carefree, at last.
well, i've never regret wat i've done in my life.
for i know i did no wrong and i've gave my best in all.
its YOU who chose not to cherish, too bad den.
ur life and my life don click, jus paths tat once crossed.
and im still the happy april, tat lived life anew, once again, like every other lil relationship.
fell.. stand, and staying strong ;)

too much to enjoy in life now?
nah...
lost my interests in studies but i still go sch every single day.
i still put in an effort for my exams.
and money is the only thing tat's troubling me.
prolly its the timetable tat's affecting me from gettin a partime job.
and its jus another lil prob wich i dono how it could or wen it could be solved?

fuk la......

过去让它过去 来不及

从头喜欢你

白云缠绕着蓝天

如果

不能够永远都在一起

也至少给我们

怀念的勇气

拥抱的权利

好让你明白

我心动的痕迹

bee movie jus now wit cleveland, eunice and ting.

a fight of about 10 pple happened outside cine.

fuking scary.

many fled in a car, one lay down there wit blood splatter all over the floor.

yucks....

first time seeing sucha ting. haha.

pics @ home pub last sat..

me and john, the 5 10 partners! losers we are. hurhur

middle is the pretty bday girl :)

terra deva

wen to eat at Phin's for dinner wit audrey and guorong.
his treat. haha.

gan sian la.
i got so many movies to watch.
game plan, bee, doraemon and later later got chipmunks.
lol.

into too much house n rnb music recently.
emo songs sucks at a time like this :)

oh ya i miss hanging out w the crazy eunice n cleveland.
movie marathon. hahah.

i fuking miss anicia la.
i miss baby klein moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
but i don have the time to play w him :(
stupid sch makes its timetable in the afternoon.
waste of money n waste of time.

mer mer.
ur so free now right?
u read this, wat ya waiting for!
Date me out la.

miss clubbing.

the girl

ask clevey to meet at tamp for awhile yest.
haha.
den kewang wen to fetch me at tamp.
wen home pub w the grp yest.
was kangaroo's gf bday.
fuking kept losing 4 games straight in dai dee.
omg.
one cup full each time i lost. $%^&*()%
but i still cud hold my liqour well. hoho.
slacked thr till closing.
wen to geylang to eat tim sum.

its like many things happening in the grp.
goodtings turn bad or bad tings turned gd.
and ya, things are still the same.
kinda had a weird feelin thou.
pics will be up soon.

fuking act cute la. i so cant stand myself. muz be i learnt from eunice how to act cute. HAHA

信鸽

IMU.
acceptance & understandin ya.
wish me all the best for later :)
with shang tian bao you. heheh.

hopelessly devoted to u - olivia newton john

wen to chinatown to eat fried carrot cake only.
power right?
den headed to cine to sing at kbox for 3hrs.
initially wanted to watch bee movie den changed of plans since there's no cover charge for kbox tdy for both guys n ladies :)
thanks cleve n eunice for helping to fork out money for me.
im purely broke.
still owe money..... sian!

its been 4 days straight tat i've been spendin time w eunice n cleve.
i tink im kinda deaf.
seriously deaf.
even cleve says so.
wen he asks sth i will ans another.
no link -_-

agnes b is on my mind now. hurhur.
lets eat at din tai fung !

APRIL™

im goin to bed soon.

met audrey in the evening for early dinner and some shopping.

den head on to watch movie w eunice n cleveland again today at AMKhub™!

omg we like superglue now.

and we're gona meet tmr again!

hahaha.

watched triangle today.

somehow its super crappy but if u see the ending there is a morale of the story if u did really tink deep and understand it.

prolly 2.5 * only.

i wana watch bumble bee movie....

and ya,

i did wana change the super stubborn me.

i guess this stubborn character has cos much probs for me in everythin.

its shld jus be best to accept tings as it is and understand the whole situation and not let tings goes the way i wan it to.

i will make a change, i'll try my best.

:]

*you really are my ecstasy

the kill - 30 seconds to mars

jus cabbed back.
watched 2 movies today and 1 yest at cine.
ate at crystal jade today w eunice and cleveland.

today.. watch brothers & the last min muay thai.
muay thai was the best man.
it sucha freaking nice show and its damn sad..
brothers was somehow a disappoinment.

watched halloween yest. its not too bad.
storyline not bad la.
did rate muay thai 4.5 *
and the rest withn 3 *

ok im tired.
been out for so many days.

goodnight.
life is weird.
im not good wit words.
and i made tings worst?
communication and understanding is the most impt ting i guess..
sighs.

心动

i've jus got nice friends around me who cares for me.
thanks all.
love u all...

some's jus tryin to help.
but i know tings doesnt goes the way u wan it to.
jus have to leave it to fate to see what wat will happen in the end?

p/s: in love, aint there no compromising?
@#$$%^&*()^$%^&*()$%^&*()

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白我心动的痕迹

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆.........

to everyone who is readin this.
if i did said anythin to u jus now.
i wasnt in the right state of mind.
so jus pls don blive watever i said.

i will be back in the right track soon enough.
we cant have the best of both worlds.
humans made this world complicated.
thanks cleve, i'll heed ur advices ;)

请了解我的感受。
我爱你并不代表你能这样对我。
我已经下定决心了。
不是现在也就是以后还是要解决这个问题。
痛了也罢，我不会轻易地让给你了！

p/s: smiley, where are u? :]

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ben lai - tong en

what has become of me?
it scary to think how much one could change because of LOVE.
pls paint the colors of my black and white world.

resident evil today at cine after sch. damn nice.
then to waiting.......

***

2.15am.

jus chatted w thiyagu.

i felt much better.

i know im changed..

i know i shouldnt be tat way.

i know trust should play its part.

and i can say,

i love my bf lots.

wo ke yi bao ni ma, baobei

lessons weren't a bore this time round.
this sir is like kinda famous i tink?
his so fukin humorous like till the whole class pay attention to him.
talked about how he witness the huang na murderer kana hanged etc.
about the caning system etc all the laws la practically.
quite interesting.

this sat i got lesson!!!!!!
omg.
timetable can say it sucks and not sucks.
lol.
wed and fri no sch. weets.
next week also 2 days no sch.
but sat got sch.

im feelin rather unwell after eating tat oyster vermicelli at taka wit desmond n shihao.
its too oily le.
it feels kinda honoured to be walking wit 2 bodyguards.
ahahaha oops. kidding :x
and i cant stop lookin at all the clothes at heerens.
all the shops, i sure can buy at least one item.
im still aiming for tat agnes b. bag at wisma.. :(
so many tings to buy. but only can window shop.
bought only one mphorsis shorts jus now.

girl, don feel upset.
understand how u're feelin.
dono how to console u.
not gd at words.
its the hardest time now wen u're fighting for time to let ur wounds heal.
go out and enjoy all u can now.
club , pub. waiting! zouk!
don let memories hold u back.
jus be thankful tat ur paths have crossed each other once.
ENJOY LIFE NOW :]

signing off,
LOVES

在你眼里我看见了自己的寂寞

been spending time w my baby since fri.
hurhur.
wen waiting on fri n sat.
dearest anicia is missed.
its like on fri the first time i go there after so long.
and i can say everything's the same.
to me, i still like waitin best i dono why.
the people there i guess.
easier to socialise and have fun.
esp wit tat yinghao.
enjoyed on fri.
lol.
cant stop laughing and i don rmb y.

sat was at martin sth de.
saw so many pple on sat lo.
ting eunice sijie all came down.
except joyce.
den saw the whole grp of ma classmates.
des came from shin, eunice came from waiting, the gang came from raining.
lol. wth.

i will learn to cook.. or bake.
for the better or for the worst . lol.
HE must try it. and FINISH it.
gona pei him one day lo...
my sch days mostly from 2 - 5 le !
wich means.. wake up late.
but i prefer morning. cos can for the rest of the day i can work.
wer can find a job work only like 9 -1 pm. WTH.
sian la.

life's gettin better? day by day..
ilyo

plays pretty for baby - saosin

im currently craving for sakae sushi!
like again!
anicia wer are u?
partner in sakae.
i wan my spicy salmon.
i fukin wana eat smoke salmon too.
knn. shiok.

bless me for tmr's paper. baby.
:(
worried le............................

hohoho! after tmr's paper is gona be heaven for me sweets!
enjoy enjoy enjoy.
den mon sch start . freakin hell..

turnturnturn it up!

better hope he don get Navy Diving unit or sea soldier.
pray laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

out wit my mer mer tdy.
long time nv laugh laugh wit her crap crap wit her.
and make her more blurrrrrrr.
she's worst den me can.
LOL.
u tell me who bring out IPOD nv bring out earphones?
only wait for ppl earphone to borrow only.
who else but mer.

wtf,
pics up soon.
sing teoheng tdy.
sibei cheap.
2hrs = $16
due to some card tingy,
become 2hrs = $8.
1 person - $4
1 hr = $2
haha. tis is damn cheap man.
i am so out of breath.
fuking tired.

i've got a migraine........
we wen to have our fav mushroom sauce chicken rice today at far east.
bought undies hurhurrrr.
i wan those boxers!
fuking cute lo.
i saw many many clothes i was attracted to..
temptation. and i resist.

thks daddy.

i miss my baby....

going out now.

sing K and tattoo touch up for mer mer at parklane.

studyin is serious boringness n shit.

PICS - butterfly pub (be4 & after)

at the backyard of butterfly.








baby's vomit scenes 1 - 3 ( jus notice the background) :p







































BEWARE IF U HAVE JUS EATEN! JONATHAN"S VOMIT! EWWwww

AIDMA .kr

i made an order for this dress ! nice ?
imagine wearing it with black panty hose. woooooohooo.
sibei nice.
all the dresses from aidma are damn nice can.
must import. nb.








im learning thai now.
eh not really la.
but im still in search for nicer thai songs.
เอพริล .รัก. เบนสัน means april loves Jj.
paper - one down! and i can do :)
one more to go!
am i sociable? i wonder?

ilu

3rd post.
i guess im not gd wit words.
dono how to comfort a fren's whose feelin down.
got so much in mind but dono how to say it out to make her feel better..
but i do feel sad for her..
cud understand her situation.

when i was pouring out my sorrows to u..
did u felt how im feeling?
do u feel sad seein me sad ?.......
all the ans i wana know to the qns...
my qns will go a neverending way.

life is so unpredictable.
we'll nv know wat happens the next day.
and people practically can change from time to time.
change to another person simply in jus a nick of time is super scary..
or probably jus acting tough?
i don wan to give up bcos i wana cherish.
bcos i am learnin to cherish now.
to tink of the future.
there are many IFs.
who will get back to who.
who will be with who.
no one knows.
once you lose the person u love alot, you'll then wish u had cherish the times spent tgt.
but when u're with the person, do u ever think tat way?

the many things in life we do not realise... until its gone

agnes b.

current mugging and gone blogging AGAIN.
current thoughts of studying turned to agnes b. bag and wallet i saw that day.
i guessed me and eunice are aiming for that not-that-expensive bag.
SUPER UBER NICE!!!!!!!!!!
i cant afford the dior, and having to think when can i even save up for that dior bag.
agnes b. makes me crazy.
and i wana get that mphorsis suit and black&white checkered shorts so i cud match em w the agnes b. bag.
same same pattern.
job. when can i work.

guess how much is this ?

whole 90+ bucks for face reshaping.

$%^&*()_+*&#^&(

DIET DIET!

♥_♥""""

butterfly yest ..
high high high .......
baby's worst.
LOL.
PICTURES UP SOON !

im feelin rather uncomfy.

thai disco lei... wen.
hurhur.
jus give me one more week of strength to carry on.
all the best to me :)

A or B. A or B. A or B. ARGH!

a song per day by justin lo

i am currently mugging half way wen i've suddenly got the urge to blog.
WTF rite.
and i suddenly feel like watchin brothers and mr wood cock.

im seriously into dip shit.
supposed to study 10 qns, its fri alr and im done wit 2 !
too slack. but im gona buck up.
last min helps me to rmb better. haha.
lucky i still have mon morning to study ..

baby's working hard. but its a jitao funny workin environment lo.
lol.
im like tinkin far about wer i wana work next time wen im suppose to concentrate on my exams!
dengdeng !

i wana go bali.....
but i know tat can wait long long.
but can someone pls bring me to Villa Bali at alexandra road! :(
nearly wen thr w crystal n siewling but due to inconvenience.
its pretty well recommended place to go for some nice chill out. sighs.

and ya , im in search of jobs. part time jobs.
why pple don wan me sia.
i submit a few in jobsdb, jobstreet and jobsportal.
all like wan full day. NNB!

all e girls had seem to be busy w one thing : their BF.
all seemed attached alr! weets.
ting's attached.
anicia's attached.
sijie's attached.
eunice's attached.
joyce's attached.
marie's attached.
desiree's attached even thou i damn damn long nv see her alr.
and im attached!
lol.
gd luck girls.
miss the girl's hangout at waiting.
miss the zouk-ing period.
we will meet up soon!

and meetin eunice later... hoho.

别人的天长地久 - Liang Jing Ru

我好累， 好累。。
不知我其代那完美的一天是否还会来吗?
我只希望你能对我好一些，这是我最大的原望。。。
我不知道我还能等多久。
放手是痛苦。
你已改变了我的一生。
也许你和她都说得对，我想太多了。
可是,事实摆在眼前。
你是不会珍惜我所做的一切，直到你矢去我的那一天......

above is purely i type out my own k!
sorry if chi use wrong words........

i have a need to club rite now!
wer;s that long island that made me n ting drunk like fuk!
im so gona order tat.
drink, drank, drunk.
zouk's long island. beware. lol.

旧梦

who could ease my pain and remove the thorn in my flash.
feeling down lately...
no one's there for me.
can you jus give me some attention ......
can you jus cheer me up.
i jus need a lil attention.
can u cheer me up & make me smile.
add my day a lil brighter.....
who can i turn to when im in need of someone to talk to.
tiring life. all so full of downs.

i jus wish.
u can spend more time w me.
treat me equally as to how u treat ur frens.
ASK ME OUT.
u alr changin for the better but can u treat me better?
bocs..

爱到无路可退

im lost.
i dono wer this path of life is leadin me to...
dono wat i wan.
but all i know is im happy enuf bcos i have u by my side & all my wonderful girls.
let's go thru everythin tgt lovessss.
=)

Nit18 - melts my heart.

and i swear i'll learn how to sing tat song even thou i don fuking understand a single word of it and i'll fly to bkk to sing for you sweets:)
madness madness !

my lifes seemed screwed up la.
FEBRUARY 2008 - will it be better then on?
-struggling-

aint it sweet wen a guy put a caption of the picture of his gf as "she's the only one who can make me sad"
fuking sweet...
his out. im in.
oh boy do u understand?
i don wan any secrets between us.

this is my stress period. pls kindly understand :(
was pretty impatient for the past few days. and ya mood swinged.
keep flipping open my hp and closing it back like i was waiting for some sms/call.
i jus need someone to talk to & of cos i hope its u.
and not lil lil smses each day.......
u really changed me. love changes everything.
but i tink u aren't changed? aint sure.

i wana go SPA!!!

oh baby u got me going crazy ;)

crazy day

fuking hell.
i need "FACE RE-SHAPING!"
I hate my face shape.
must make it thinner and longer.
im still on a diet. just wait and see.
i miss thai disco deh.
for the dono how many times im saying these.
wat's up with thai!?

had fun at sam's house.
hurhur.
three-or-four-some
L0L

xia.tian.de.feng.by.landy.wen.lan

im feeling rather weird today.
i dono why.
at one moment i could be so giggly yet at another i am so.... weird? in some thoughts?

add few more extensions today with the wonderful curly wurly hair.
went to bugis with eunice.
thought i could get a white dress! but their clothes doesnt seems to fit me le :(
instead, dropped by bugis st, and her fren intro this top to her.
freaking nice. i got one too!
and ya, a black long tights.
today is a sibei man zu day for april.
cos she long time nv shop le.
somemore is the money she earned , she spent.
greatness.

i jus need money for g-a-d-g-e-t-s
digi cam and hp utmost impt.

studies. i really hate you.
bcos his out there enjoying almost everyday.
when im sleeping his enjoying his night out :(

I'm thinking how will i be like 5yrs from now.
Just THINK.

"light of the world, shine on me. LOVE is the ans"

april is highhhhh`
its been long since i last got wild.

PICs

this is on ade's bday at butterfly pub.wat a crowd. lol.

at HOME pub. kewang's bday. friday , 05/10.

siew ling, crystal, shenglong, me, ade

we love to drink and zilian.

gettin high? lol.

i so need a diet.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
who wans to go exercise w me? hoho.

get well soon dearie. muacks. hurhur.

dododododo-onuts

bdays. 2days in a row.
too many recently.
celebrate till de weeeeeeee hrs.
fri at home pub for kewang's bday.
sat at nan tian for shanfa's bday.
mon is jr bday.
den i dono le.

bad things turned good.
our story continued. hoho.
fuking hell,
im suddenly in love w thai music, thai disco and bkk.
hahahaha.

its back to money earnin time.
u mutha fcukerr.

wats wit "pretty girls" who had 100000 over views?
sooooooo wat?

if...
added w a lil confidence.
i'll say. that day will come soon.
if..
it was w/o the confidence.
den i wonder...
im afraid to tink of the future.

see, this is why i don wana stay at hm!
look, why am i sooooo in deep tots.
ewwww. hate it ;p
not gona stay another night alone at home.

LOL.
WO HAO XIANG NI.
NI XIANG WO MA?
miss ya hugs & kisses . hoho.
hmmMmMMmm.......
=P
i miss thai disco SIOL. hurhurrr

thai

无能为力
so not used to not calling you dear & vice versa
so not used to just a word of good nite
but what can i do?
i dono.

lovin' Thai music .
its nice.
missing bangkok .

girls nite out w siewling & crystal.
tks girls.
pics up soon.

strawberryPOCKY

you are the one who..

love me.

dote on me.

care for me.

wants the best for me.

you are the sweetest to me.

you are the best i ever had.

I♥U

i was really happy that u step into my life.
had nv regret knowing u.
i don wan our story to jus end here...
it still goes a long way from here.

because........ you're the one.

Qi shi hai ai ni

i♥JJ.GAN.

下辈子如果我还记得你

its damn early la.
im awake.
omg.

yest wen body massage at parkway w benson, siewling & sam.
damn ticklish yet pain.
now im having stiff neck haha.
tink now i need a neck massage.

yay ! next week i'll be workin partime!
earn more money!!! $$$$$$$$$$$
den my hp (N76 or SE k810i) will be on its way....
so not used to not taking pics man.
sibei zi lian april !
LOL.

shit. exams. u come too fast.
go awaayyyyyyyyyy. shooooo.
i wana enjoy life lei.

thurs wen out w audrey.
did some manicure at katong.
den hang ard at tamp coffeebean.
sam came.
slacked.
fetch SL.
den gelare.

im on a diet.
1 meal a day to satisfy my hunger.

later...
meeting baby & frens.
:)

你说下辈子如果我还记得你 ....
我们死也要在一起 ..

i need assurances now..
feelina a lil more sensitive and uneasy than usual. ha.
and i wana sing K!

*if only saying SORRY is this easy, there wouldnt be polices in this world.
sorry aint escaping the whole situation. but by doin sth in solving them.

i wonder when will that day come?
the day when i cant take all these anymore & my patience runs out.
and im not the nicey girl you used to know anymore all filled w complaints and all the patterns coming out from me till you cant stand me no more.
will ur pattern still repeats itself?
cause till that day, i would have unbearingly know what to do...... even if its really really beyond my wish.
i don wan tat day to come.

no more cravings, no more surprises.
quality time spent matters most 2 me
and i fuking don wana study no more

why do GUYS always don fuking mean wat they say?
today say one ting , tmr do another.
like jus totally forget what they said.
like jus cant be bothered like tat.
is tat it?
if keep draggin tmr, i tink the day will never come :D
den can simply forget about everyyyyyyyythin.
i really hate TALK but no ACTION.
talks about travelling, exercising tgt, one day buy porridge for me from 201, fetch me home from SCH after u grad. etc etc. ONE FINE DAY.... wont turn out la.

don wan say don wan la.
i rather not have that plans den to have that plans made and in the end it nv turn out.
tat's wat i really HATE.
omg, IM JUS SO USED TO IT.
GUYS, TYPICAL.
i take your words seriously, but its like u're saying it out for the sake of saying.
people dont know how to cherish till its gone.
*disappointed.

The Boyfriend Diaries

1.HIS Full Name ~ Benson Gan Kar Kiat

2. How old? ~ 20

3. How long it takes for you to be a Couple? ~ In a flash of lighting. Think 1 week.

4. How special is he to you? ~ very special LAaaaaaaaaaa.

5. How do you get to know him? ~ for you to know. for me to find out.

6. Did you like him while you both were still friends? ~ in a way...

7. What can you describe about his characters? ~ nice, sleepy, lazy, "sweet" guy... lol

8. Is he taller than you? ~ YES.

9. Ever give him a Birthday present?- Not the time yet.

10. Is he Working or Schooling?- just grad.

11. Is there anything about him that can make you change for the better?e.g.behaviour? ~ ya. change me to a better person.....

12. Do you stay in the same Hometown as HIM? ~ next to each other. PSR - tamp

13. What can make you easily pissed off about him? ~ plans to meet ups & last min cancellations.

14. Bad Memories with him? ~ is that one counted? doubt so... NONE

15. What do you call him?- Deardear...

16. Is there anything you would want him to change? ~ i like pple as their natural self. but one word : cherish

17. Where do both of you usually hangout? ~ tamp blk 9xx

18. Do you think he's HOT?- only in my eyes....

19. Ever lie to him before?- white lies?

21. Are you lucky to have him?- Yes,of course I am

22. Do you like his favourite color?- yup

23. How long have you known each other?- Since july 2007.

24. Does he Smoke/Drink?- yes yes , lol

25. What kind of Songs he prefer?- songs tat are nice. old songs!

26. What kind of accessories, clothes and shoes you prefer him to wear? ~ just berms & flipflops.

27. Whats the last message you received from him?- i miss u ma. HAHA =x

28. He lie to you before?- not sure lei.

29. What kind of hair do you prefer him to have?- that ite days hair ! or now also can .

30. AGAIN--IS HE SPECIAL TO YOU??- not special . but very special

31. Who is he?- BFBFBFBFBFBFBFBF !


i wan swensons ice cream!!!

When Love Calls.

Girl you are to me, all that a woman should be and I dedicate my life to you always.
A love like yours is rare, it must have been sent from upabove.
And I know you'll stay this way, for always.

And we both know, that our love will grow and forever it will be,you and me. (yeah)
Ooh you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away.
When you come around you bring brighter days.
You're the perfect one, for me and you forever will be.
And I will love you so, for always.

Come with me my sweet, let's go make a family.
They will bring us joy, for always.
Ooh boy I love you so, I can't find enough ways
To let you know, but you can be sure I'm yours for always.

*
wedding dinner of Gerald (cousin) & Kristie at UIC building Noble House at Raffles area.
40 over tables. me and family seated near the stage.
close up view but no pictures taken :(
i superduper need a hp-camera or a camera!
i soooo wana capture all beautiful shots whereever i go =)
its always touching to see couples get married and their lovey dovey videos.
i so wana get married too !!!!!! LOL.
they can be tgt since JC days. which means like ard my age.
and now one is 27yrs and my cousin 28.
7 yrs r/s? waddda......

craving for bedok 85 bak chor mee+sugarcane w/ lemon+o-luah.......
craving for selegie chicken rice !

its good that im gettin sick of sweet cravings.
i can slim down moreeeeee.
ok la, exercise soon ya? :x

fly me to taiwan people.......

流沙

so many things are uncertain..
im afraid to tink about the future.
don wana tink about anythin....
"wo zi zai hu xian zai he wei lai"

i wonder.
wen will the day come?
wen i can do watever i want.
no one's holding me back.

life sucks.

marie finally got her tattoo done.
small one in 2hrs ++
im tempted too.
i need a parttime.
jus submitted resume to kelly services online.

working is better den lazing around.
spendin time wit u is better den lazing around.

night life.
pubs, clubs, drinking, games -> will i be able to cut them down?
at times im jus not in the mood to socialise esp wen im tired.

i don like stayin at hm. set me freeeeeeeee
not in any mood for cousin weddin.
not in any mood to face aunties and uncles.
wat can i say wen i see them?
NOTHING

MY WANTS. LOL.