写一首歌 april5

i'd still wish to see her coincidently on the streets one day.. unsure why.
it seems like i've been bloggin everyday.
this shows how much time i spent at home and on the com rather than outside *coughs
studies studies and endless memorizing. yisk.
one more week and im a free bird.

meeting my ex colleagues for steamboat at katong later.
they goin kbox i tink.. im not = no $$
lol. and i don sing much.
the only song i wana sing is 写一首歌 april5
hahahaha.
hear it at MH.
so soothing mann.

maybe goin MH later?
ting and anicia working tdy. ting's first day.
anicia sure go fly. sure got ppl jio her down.
besides MH or fly.. wer else.
no life le.

i wan go sky dining lei.
i wan go LUGE!
i wan go sentosa..
cos long time nv go.

time to prepare... DaDa`

戒情人

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Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

*******************
if i'm some rich man's daughter,
i can do wonders.
i will alr have visited many many countries like spain and paris and the whole of europe etc.
but now..
i'm getting broke as each day passes.
no more money to enjoy to sing or club or to even take taxi.
i can don club but how do i even indulge in good food or to buy a top i fancy?
hope that cleve can help me get the O2 road show.
at least just a temporary.

felvira's new blog

pls read fel's new blog wenever u are free.

http://www.xanga.com/peanut_butterfly

read alr can die.
hurhurr.

p/s: i wana fuk away from studies as much as possible. i hate studying. sighs.

To be loved - Jane Zhang

I can see your face everywhere I look
But everywhere is nowhere without you
What seemed to be like days was just a moment in time
But it meant the world to me 'cause I knew:

What I've been searching for all of my life
I had it right here, in front of my eyes
And what I've wished for was nothing compared to what I received
When you were here with me

And if you'll never come back and today was all that we had
And if I won't see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won't matter because now I know what it's like to be loved
You're so far away but i feel you so near
It's like you never left me - never said good bye

I can hear your voice in the crowd. I can feel you touch me right now
I can see you smile when i close my eyes
And I hold on to that every night to help me understand
When I ask myself why of all the people out there
You chose to be with me to share a love so rare

And if you'll never come back and today was all that we had
And if I won't see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won't matter because now I know what it's like to be loved
what a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
just to know it's true - there is someone like you
who can make me believe there is nothing i can't do

And if you'll never come back and today was all that we had
And if I won't see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won't matter because now I know what it's like to be loved

最爱最恨都是你

TOAST BOX centrepoint wit desmond nuggets & frens jus now.

but i dono why i prefer yakun. french toast more GAO.

yest bought my water chestnut drink jus before going MH.

wah drink till danm shiok. lol.

having my dou hua now :)

i cannot take so much fast food.

i don fancy them either.

i miss thai smile cafe crispy mee and golden cafe sa guo mian.

and waitin bar still haven open lo.

bought pumps and a top at far east jus now!

$$ fly again. KA-CHING KA-CHING!

lol.

which girls can resist shopping u tell me..

and which guys can resist shopping with girls.

walked all the way to forum mac to study wit eunice lor.

eat le den study half hr, den last min go watch license to wed.

the show ok only.

finally, rush hr 3 and license to wed is down.

rush hr 3 gan pua funny! can watch again lor.

really laugh till wana die lor. enjoyed that movie.

all the fake things are the IN thing now.

i want that burberry perfume.. fuking nice.

eunice knows it. lol.

RANDOM PICS (AT SUNTEC)

pls get me some donut factory SPICY CHEESE DONUTS! craving...yumyum

蒙娜丽莎的眼泪

lookin.. forward..
to.. that.... day.

忘了爱

lesser....

smses,
conversations,
communications,
meet ups.

everythin jus seem lesser.
like there's nth much to be said nowadays.

honeymoon period is over.

lol.

sometimes being the nice one isn't a good ting at all.
wont stand to benefit anything.
only the bad will.

i hate people who like to take advantage, once bitten twice shy.
and u still dono the word HAI SHAO.

不能说的秘密

881 2.5*
Secret 4*

Secret was touching...
881 only for aunties and uncles.

i still haven watch rush hr 3 thou i very much want to
but i tink i wont get the chance le.

dono wat's up these few days.
am i tinkin too much??
cos i don feel the care like it was before.
time passes, tings sure changed.
wen everything's fine, other tings will den be concentrated on le.
the best is not to bother so much and i will :D
all those 胡思乱想 tots den wont be in my mind.
wen will the time be when we will know each other better???
why are girls sensitive and guys insensitive ?
so many qns marks lor.
nb........


想念是痛苦
jus hate that feelin. lol.

我想要说

HOROSCOPE OF THE DAY (FUKING TRUE!!)

The Bottom Line
You are very sensitive right now, so be careful to avoid overly aggressive people.

In Detail
There is something you've been meaning to say to someone, and it's a very delicate subject. Luckily, today will provide a wonderful opportunity to speak your mind freely. You will be able to be honest without hurting anyone's feelings or coming off as a know-it-all. Your empathy is keen right now, so you should rely on it to let you know when to bring up an awkward topic. Instead of fighting massive fires, you will be able to extinguish them before they get out of hand.


Fel, look at this. it's true lor.
so will today be the day, hurhurrr

泪

i wana say...
I MIND.
I'VE A PROBLEM W MYSELF.
ITS OWAYS THE SAME OLD PROBLEM.

I MUST SAY THINGS OUT.
AND NOT HIDE IT.

好烦好烦

someone there for me

i've been missing so much w the girls esp on weekdays late nights =[
ever since i've started schling on sucha early morning,
i'm like home early to sleep to prepare for next day.
so sad~

should i even be taking my advance dip?
still considering.
if not cfm is part time at night only twice a week.
or else i did be out to find a job...
i tot i don ever wana work logistics anymore le.
i dono la...
its just stresssful lor.

i wana my night life back w the girls - pubbing and drinking till late nights.
i miss fly! long time nv go w anicia le ever since i got....
and she's still a every wkend regular =x
waitin bar still not open.
my life recently kinda changed.

changes all the time.


我是不会错过对我最好的那个人。

AAAAA 亲爱的 ?

yawns*
super tired lei
jus reached hm not too long.
wen safra tamp.

afternoon go city plaza wit eunice.
sometimes, life is really unpredictable.
and i can be kinda attitude at times.
im jus fickle minded and kinda moody wen im feelin restless.
wen i got things in mind i jus cant hide it lor.
yet i dono how to express it.
so much in mind so lil to say.
girls are jus born sensitive ba.
i don wana think so much about the future.
i jus wana live life as it is, we're just happy like tat :D
everything that happeneed is just called fate.

that's eunice the sweetie :D























i wan double eyelids lei :(
i wana watch rush hr 3.
and i love ..my bf
=]

that piano piece

im trying to mug hard. i dono why i jus cant concentrate =[
i miss my girls.
movie-ing tmr - the secret :):):)
wed - with eunice go city plaza
thurs - going WWW w/ the girls ! :):)
wat shud i wear mann.

fat le.
going to the gym one of these days.

*luck is what i need now to change the luck of the people around me.
ups ups.

i kinda like thai disco.
brings back old sch techno memories and makes me highhhhhh
hahaha. with the fast beats of watever music they play.

心不了情

DAMN DOWN.
COS IM STUPIG ENUF TO LEAVE MY HP IN THE CAB JUS NOW.
FUKING HELL.
TINGS NOT GOIN ON WELL TODAY...

I DO STUPIG TINGS.
ITS TIME TO SAVE UP FOR NOW...
MAYBE I SHUD HAF LISTEN AND STAY OVER.
MY STUBBORNESS ALWAYS COS ME TO LOSE SOMETHINGS..

NOW I NEED A HP, 2ND HAND ONE I GUESS.
GOING BROKE.

*LADY LUCK SHINE ON ME PLS ):

爱的主旋律

☑stressed ☐happy ☑fucked up ☑helpless ☑FUCKING BORED
all the ticks are partly bcos of accounting and money.

being lazy is staying at home for the whole day.
i did rather spend the time that was spent at home to be at work.
but i need a job.
cos my money is running dry. fuk.
with the rate im goin, not tat i buy new clothes.
i need skin care and health care products.
its not a want, its a need. an essential.

and why do we girls splurge on such products,
bcos we're nv perfect wit ourselves.
our body, our face, and everythin!
don tell me workin at pub is the best way to get money fast?
lol..
but as compared to happiness & money.
happiness is more impt.

SIGHS.
we were plannign to go taiwan on our next trip.

and i miss bangkok!
the hotel room of 4girls at BKK. lol.














zilian~

i finally found someone

Dont be too good, i will miss u
dont be too caring, i might like u
dont be too sweet, i might fall for u

the person who makes me loves him is actually the person who loves me more than i love him.
if someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he/she couldn't stay, dont cry too much.
just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for awhile.
time will tell, if his yours he will surely come back.

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do,
someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Treasure the one who loves you!
It's not easy to find a person who loves you.
It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.
The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once.
Time doesn't wait.
If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away.
Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later...
"No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."

Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ...
"I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them.
We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again.

**
Gotten randomly from someone on friendster =]
meaningful phrases...
we do not tend to cherish and tink about it as our life passes on.
weird but true.

睡美人

bought donuts from yummy at WS.
i wana eat donut factory donuts!! =[
tdy so early at home hor?
maybe going out for dinner later.
i miss jason, yolanda and donny lots!!
ever since i left pan asia, only get to meet jason at BQ.
yo's goin back to indon.. sad.
and i miss donny's crap!

i really need to start studying lor.
accounts sucks.
got no background abt it at all.
no idea at all. wat la...
nx wk got test le.
buck up april~ i can do it LOL

why do i keep smelling ralph lauren black everywer???
omg.
ralph black vs mont blanc parfum vs ck vs aigner. lol.

i wana got bintan/bali resorts !!
http://www.bintan-resorts.com/brcms/Default.aspx
http://www.hardrockhotels.net/bali/default.asp

I NEED A FUKING JOB !!!! $_$

☑Stressed
☐Happy
☑Normal
☐Upset
☑Bored
☐Horny

那么爱你为什么

jus came back.
watched flash point w anicia jus now.
louis koo is HOT can, lol.
but invisible target still nicer.
ups ups.

wen slackin at mac lo, fuking no life.
baby is making me tired.
naughty boy.

met up w the others soon after.
its either singing, mj, clubbing, drinking, gucci, money, movies, shopping.
tat's all we can tink of in this life.
lol.
life sucks.

came back first, my head super heavy.
now, am so fuking no mood plus my head pain.
fuktup laaaaaaaaaaaa.

why cant my life be simpler. pls tell me why.

THE DAY AT ZOUK

BEFORE



















AFTER (HOLY SHIT)

楼下那个女人

有一段时间在夜里闭上眼
偶尔也会听见
有点低沉的一阵歌声
用一种很轻的口吻反覆唱著
心中那一段不去的伤痕

女:回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

***

我相信缘份。
我相信这是缘份.
lol,
i wana go waiting but haven open lei.
why are we waiting?

bring me there, you know... =]

i wana ZzZ le.

AIDEQI

at someone's house now.
ZzZz
PIG.
yup.

finally managed to watch alone.
now left wit flash point, simpsons and rush hr III.
walao.
and finally had my bedok 85 bak chor mee lor, yum!
im gettin fat...
really must cut down.
jus asked daddy to dabao popiah lor.
lol.
me and anicia also craving for sweet potato.
WTH.

muz start studying le.
but im someone who cant concentrate in lessons wen it freakin gets boring lo.
im a super last min person esp studies.
but i cant afford to slack tis time?
thanks to my classmate, she's my motivation.
she's been wit me since ITE lo.
heheh.

zouking next fri? not sure?
holidays on thurs? damn song i tell u.
plans on wed? do wat???

life is so sian.
MONEY MAKES WONDERS. LOL.

muacks.