ben lai - tong en

what has become of me?
it scary to think how much one could change because of LOVE.
pls paint the colors of my black and white world.

resident evil today at cine after sch. damn nice.
then to waiting.......

***

2.15am.

jus chatted w thiyagu.

i felt much better.

i know im changed..

i know i shouldnt be tat way.

i know trust should play its part.

and i can say,

i love my bf lots.

wo ke yi bao ni ma, baobei

lessons weren't a bore this time round.
this sir is like kinda famous i tink?
his so fukin humorous like till the whole class pay attention to him.
talked about how he witness the huang na murderer kana hanged etc.
about the caning system etc all the laws la practically.
quite interesting.

this sat i got lesson!!!!!!
omg.
timetable can say it sucks and not sucks.
lol.
wed and fri no sch. weets.
next week also 2 days no sch.
but sat got sch.

im feelin rather unwell after eating tat oyster vermicelli at taka wit desmond n shihao.
its too oily le.
it feels kinda honoured to be walking wit 2 bodyguards.
ahahaha oops. kidding :x
and i cant stop lookin at all the clothes at heerens.
all the shops, i sure can buy at least one item.
im still aiming for tat agnes b. bag at wisma.. :(
so many tings to buy. but only can window shop.
bought only one mphorsis shorts jus now.

girl, don feel upset.
understand how u're feelin.
dono how to console u.
not gd at words.
its the hardest time now wen u're fighting for time to let ur wounds heal.
go out and enjoy all u can now.
club , pub. waiting! zouk!
don let memories hold u back.
jus be thankful tat ur paths have crossed each other once.
ENJOY LIFE NOW :]

signing off,
LOVES

在你眼里我看见了自己的寂寞

been spending time w my baby since fri.
hurhur.
wen waiting on fri n sat.
dearest anicia is missed.
its like on fri the first time i go there after so long.
and i can say everything's the same.
to me, i still like waitin best i dono why.
the people there i guess.
easier to socialise and have fun.
esp wit tat yinghao.
enjoyed on fri.
lol.
cant stop laughing and i don rmb y.

sat was at martin sth de.
saw so many pple on sat lo.
ting eunice sijie all came down.
except joyce.
den saw the whole grp of ma classmates.
des came from shin, eunice came from waiting, the gang came from raining.
lol. wth.

i will learn to cook.. or bake.
for the better or for the worst . lol.
HE must try it. and FINISH it.
gona pei him one day lo...
my sch days mostly from 2 - 5 le !
wich means.. wake up late.
but i prefer morning. cos can for the rest of the day i can work.
wer can find a job work only like 9 -1 pm. WTH.
sian la.

life's gettin better? day by day..
ilyo

plays pretty for baby - saosin

im currently craving for sakae sushi!
like again!
anicia wer are u?
partner in sakae.
i wan my spicy salmon.
i fukin wana eat smoke salmon too.
knn. shiok.

bless me for tmr's paper. baby.
:(
worried le............................

hohoho! after tmr's paper is gona be heaven for me sweets!
enjoy enjoy enjoy.
den mon sch start . freakin hell..

turnturnturn it up!

better hope he don get Navy Diving unit or sea soldier.
pray laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

out wit my mer mer tdy.
long time nv laugh laugh wit her crap crap wit her.
and make her more blurrrrrrr.
she's worst den me can.
LOL.
u tell me who bring out IPOD nv bring out earphones?
only wait for ppl earphone to borrow only.
who else but mer.

wtf,
pics up soon.
sing teoheng tdy.
sibei cheap.
2hrs = $16
due to some card tingy,
become 2hrs = $8.
1 person - $4
1 hr = $2
haha. tis is damn cheap man.
i am so out of breath.
fuking tired.

i've got a migraine........
we wen to have our fav mushroom sauce chicken rice today at far east.
bought undies hurhurrrr.
i wan those boxers!
fuking cute lo.
i saw many many clothes i was attracted to..
temptation. and i resist.

thks daddy.

i miss my baby....

going out now.

sing K and tattoo touch up for mer mer at parklane.

studyin is serious boringness n shit.

PICS - butterfly pub (be4 & after)

at the backyard of butterfly.








baby's vomit scenes 1 - 3 ( jus notice the background) :p







































BEWARE IF U HAVE JUS EATEN! JONATHAN"S VOMIT! EWWwww

AIDMA .kr

i made an order for this dress ! nice ?
imagine wearing it with black panty hose. woooooohooo.
sibei nice.
all the dresses from aidma are damn nice can.
must import. nb.








im learning thai now.
eh not really la.
but im still in search for nicer thai songs.
เอพริล .รัก. เบนสัน means april loves Jj.
paper - one down! and i can do :)
one more to go!
am i sociable? i wonder?

ilu

3rd post.
i guess im not gd wit words.
dono how to comfort a fren's whose feelin down.
got so much in mind but dono how to say it out to make her feel better..
but i do feel sad for her..
cud understand her situation.

when i was pouring out my sorrows to u..
did u felt how im feeling?
do u feel sad seein me sad ?.......
all the ans i wana know to the qns...
my qns will go a neverending way.

life is so unpredictable.
we'll nv know wat happens the next day.
and people practically can change from time to time.
change to another person simply in jus a nick of time is super scary..
or probably jus acting tough?
i don wan to give up bcos i wana cherish.
bcos i am learnin to cherish now.
to tink of the future.
there are many IFs.
who will get back to who.
who will be with who.
no one knows.
once you lose the person u love alot, you'll then wish u had cherish the times spent tgt.
but when u're with the person, do u ever think tat way?

the many things in life we do not realise... until its gone

agnes b.

current mugging and gone blogging AGAIN.
current thoughts of studying turned to agnes b. bag and wallet i saw that day.
i guessed me and eunice are aiming for that not-that-expensive bag.
SUPER UBER NICE!!!!!!!!!!
i cant afford the dior, and having to think when can i even save up for that dior bag.
agnes b. makes me crazy.
and i wana get that mphorsis suit and black&white checkered shorts so i cud match em w the agnes b. bag.
same same pattern.
job. when can i work.

guess how much is this ?

whole 90+ bucks for face reshaping.

$%^&*()_+*&#^&(

DIET DIET!

♥_♥""""

butterfly yest ..
high high high .......
baby's worst.
LOL.
PICTURES UP SOON !

im feelin rather uncomfy.

thai disco lei... wen.
hurhur.
jus give me one more week of strength to carry on.
all the best to me :)

A or B. A or B. A or B. ARGH!

a song per day by justin lo

i am currently mugging half way wen i've suddenly got the urge to blog.
WTF rite.
and i suddenly feel like watchin brothers and mr wood cock.

im seriously into dip shit.
supposed to study 10 qns, its fri alr and im done wit 2 !
too slack. but im gona buck up.
last min helps me to rmb better. haha.
lucky i still have mon morning to study ..

baby's working hard. but its a jitao funny workin environment lo.
lol.
im like tinkin far about wer i wana work next time wen im suppose to concentrate on my exams!
dengdeng !

i wana go bali.....
but i know tat can wait long long.
but can someone pls bring me to Villa Bali at alexandra road! :(
nearly wen thr w crystal n siewling but due to inconvenience.
its pretty well recommended place to go for some nice chill out. sighs.

and ya , im in search of jobs. part time jobs.
why pple don wan me sia.
i submit a few in jobsdb, jobstreet and jobsportal.
all like wan full day. NNB!

all e girls had seem to be busy w one thing : their BF.
all seemed attached alr! weets.
ting's attached.
anicia's attached.
sijie's attached.
eunice's attached.
joyce's attached.
marie's attached.
desiree's attached even thou i damn damn long nv see her alr.
and im attached!
lol.
gd luck girls.
miss the girl's hangout at waiting.
miss the zouk-ing period.
we will meet up soon!

and meetin eunice later... hoho.

别人的天长地久 - Liang Jing Ru

我好累， 好累。。
不知我其代那完美的一天是否还会来吗?
我只希望你能对我好一些，这是我最大的原望。。。
我不知道我还能等多久。
放手是痛苦。
你已改变了我的一生。
也许你和她都说得对，我想太多了。
可是,事实摆在眼前。
你是不会珍惜我所做的一切，直到你矢去我的那一天......

above is purely i type out my own k!
sorry if chi use wrong words........

i have a need to club rite now!
wer;s that long island that made me n ting drunk like fuk!
im so gona order tat.
drink, drank, drunk.
zouk's long island. beware. lol.

旧梦

who could ease my pain and remove the thorn in my flash.
feeling down lately...
no one's there for me.
can you jus give me some attention ......
can you jus cheer me up.
i jus need a lil attention.
can u cheer me up & make me smile.
add my day a lil brighter.....
who can i turn to when im in need of someone to talk to.
tiring life. all so full of downs.

i jus wish.
u can spend more time w me.
treat me equally as to how u treat ur frens.
ASK ME OUT.
u alr changin for the better but can u treat me better?
bocs..

爱到无路可退

im lost.
i dono wer this path of life is leadin me to...
dono wat i wan.
but all i know is im happy enuf bcos i have u by my side & all my wonderful girls.
let's go thru everythin tgt lovessss.
=)

Nit18 - melts my heart.

and i swear i'll learn how to sing tat song even thou i don fuking understand a single word of it and i'll fly to bkk to sing for you sweets:)
madness madness !

my lifes seemed screwed up la.
FEBRUARY 2008 - will it be better then on?
-struggling-

aint it sweet wen a guy put a caption of the picture of his gf as "she's the only one who can make me sad"
fuking sweet...
his out. im in.
oh boy do u understand?
i don wan any secrets between us.

this is my stress period. pls kindly understand :(
was pretty impatient for the past few days. and ya mood swinged.
keep flipping open my hp and closing it back like i was waiting for some sms/call.
i jus need someone to talk to & of cos i hope its u.
and not lil lil smses each day.......
u really changed me. love changes everything.
but i tink u aren't changed? aint sure.

i wana go SPA!!!

oh baby u got me going crazy ;)

crazy day

fuking hell.
i need "FACE RE-SHAPING!"
I hate my face shape.
must make it thinner and longer.
im still on a diet. just wait and see.
i miss thai disco deh.
for the dono how many times im saying these.
wat's up with thai!?

had fun at sam's house.
hurhur.
three-or-four-some
L0L

xia.tian.de.feng.by.landy.wen.lan

im feeling rather weird today.
i dono why.
at one moment i could be so giggly yet at another i am so.... weird? in some thoughts?

add few more extensions today with the wonderful curly wurly hair.
went to bugis with eunice.
thought i could get a white dress! but their clothes doesnt seems to fit me le :(
instead, dropped by bugis st, and her fren intro this top to her.
freaking nice. i got one too!
and ya, a black long tights.
today is a sibei man zu day for april.
cos she long time nv shop le.
somemore is the money she earned , she spent.
greatness.

i jus need money for g-a-d-g-e-t-s
digi cam and hp utmost impt.

studies. i really hate you.
bcos his out there enjoying almost everyday.
when im sleeping his enjoying his night out :(

I'm thinking how will i be like 5yrs from now.
Just THINK.

"light of the world, shine on me. LOVE is the ans"

april is highhhhh`
its been long since i last got wild.

PICs

this is on ade's bday at butterfly pub.wat a crowd. lol.

at HOME pub. kewang's bday. friday , 05/10.

siew ling, crystal, shenglong, me, ade

we love to drink and zilian.

gettin high? lol.

i so need a diet.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
who wans to go exercise w me? hoho.

get well soon dearie. muacks. hurhur.

dododododo-onuts

bdays. 2days in a row.
too many recently.
celebrate till de weeeeeeee hrs.
fri at home pub for kewang's bday.
sat at nan tian for shanfa's bday.
mon is jr bday.
den i dono le.

bad things turned good.
our story continued. hoho.
fuking hell,
im suddenly in love w thai music, thai disco and bkk.
hahahaha.

its back to money earnin time.
u mutha fcukerr.

wats wit "pretty girls" who had 100000 over views?
sooooooo wat?

if...
added w a lil confidence.
i'll say. that day will come soon.
if..
it was w/o the confidence.
den i wonder...
im afraid to tink of the future.

see, this is why i don wana stay at hm!
look, why am i sooooo in deep tots.
ewwww. hate it ;p
not gona stay another night alone at home.

LOL.
WO HAO XIANG NI.
NI XIANG WO MA?
miss ya hugs & kisses . hoho.
hmmMmMMmm.......
=P
i miss thai disco SIOL. hurhurrr

thai

无能为力
so not used to not calling you dear & vice versa
so not used to just a word of good nite
but what can i do?
i dono.

lovin' Thai music .
its nice.
missing bangkok .

girls nite out w siewling & crystal.
tks girls.
pics up soon.

strawberryPOCKY

you are the one who..

love me.

dote on me.

care for me.

wants the best for me.

you are the sweetest to me.

you are the best i ever had.

I♥U

i was really happy that u step into my life.
had nv regret knowing u.
i don wan our story to jus end here...
it still goes a long way from here.

because........ you're the one.

Qi shi hai ai ni

i♥JJ.GAN.