shuffle - the in thing at clubs ? :)

mermer take care ya. its ya sleep-in time !

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Never been up this early before.
Im kinda upset cause i failed.
but its more or less expected.
Ubi traffic is super packed.
Circuit was ok, it's just the route that added too many points.
It's alright :D at least i know what to look out for during the next test.

met up with emerson for super short lunch yesterday.
went down all the way to yewtee.
den headed to eunice house at woodlands.
slacked, talked, eat, she spring cleaned, we sleep. LOL.

at night headed to marie's grandma songka just opp my blk.
slacked, EAT, the food not bad lei..
got my fav barley ginko dessert!
never seen such not bad buffet at songka before.
anyway, my condolences.
marie will be strong, i think, maybe not? :P
slacked all the way till 1+ am.
jason, zhixiang and lester came along.
all with DS on hand and smiley's PSP.
all started playing games there.
and marie on hand driving lesson with the van.
tsktsktsk.
glad that the box behind didnt drop out .

okay, where do i go today?

i wana go dome.... play l-a-n! :)
crazy crazy.

留心

I'm going to bed soon =)

merry x-mas all.
too late to wish thou.

went out as early as 3pm yesterday.

headed to town as usual.

played at dome.

omg, i'm starting to like team fortress.

and i'm still in the midst of learning dota.

lol...

i cant stop playing team fortress despite their super duper lagging network.

and ya, i think i need to play lan everyday.

die.

at night headed to bottoms up to meet audrey and the rest.

some left as early when i went down.

boat quay is starting to get boring.

drinking too.

and i really need to diet.

its seriously time to. lol.

been eating alot ...

went to marie's house just now to help her cook that stupig whole chicken, made potato salad and super-salty-that-made-me-too-thirsty macaroni.

the whole 3 dish was either oily or too salty.

and all we add was pepper salt pepper salt.

super noobs sia.

headed to roy house soon after (3hrs!!) and met up with kaisang and chia en.

ate there lo. roy commented. efforts appreciated but salty it was.

slacked by the couch with a glass of mint baileys, super strong la dey.

alrights. some pics up. nights sweets.

yu dao

super tired :(
went for car prac jus now.
leg cramp sio.
lol.

at jab1 yest...
supposed to drop by bottoms up yest to find audrey and all..
but in the end never.

well...
its too late to go in now.
jus look at the age.
we jus wan a simple life ahead.
and time spent tgt.

and goin for dinner later w family.
been so long...

wat's my christmas wish ?
wat's my 2008 new yr resolution?
i really dono.
i haven even tink of one.

i jus know its been so long since i shopped.
i need money u know!
ah huh!
i jus wish santa wud drop me a bag of fuking dresses!
hurhurhur.

i fukin wana look good!
last christmas i gave u my heart.
few mths later u tore it apart.

Life

gimme that feeling of love and anxiousness back into my life again!

the drama i watched just now.

tells me a story.

a story i should learnt.

2 rings being proposed to a girl.
one is from a rich rich guy, a 10-carat diamond.
and the other, a guy who has been travelling around the world for the girl.
and he got her a little something.
its a no brand little ring with a top like in a ribbon-shaped.
its not the ring that matters, but the sincerity in trying to find the right ring for her that he has been traveling around.

till then, i realised.

certain rings brought a couple together, through god's will and fate.

i did rather travel around the world, find a random ring that we both loved.
it ain't costly but its the one and only ring of that design.

rather than choosing a ring that has a 10-carat diamond but it has many duplications of that kind.

so after all, is the gold ring an expensive one? i doubt so.
it's been caught by 2 people, in the heart.

got this from a blog.

Chad Eastman wrote in his book The Truth About Guys, "More than 96% of high school relationships don't last, including the ones that were 'absolutely going to be together forever.' ... The truth is, you will probably date several guys/girls before you get married, so treat each relationship that comes along as a learning experience & of course, to learn from each relationship. (If you can get into a dozen relationships in a year & yet not have a clue what have you gained from each experience, you can be 100% sure you are scaring the right person away.) Don't look at every relationship as if you are going to wind up getting married. Most importantly, don't get too involved into talking about the future. Deal with the facts before you let your feelings take over. Go into a relationship to have fun and make a good friend. Nothing more. If, by some extremely small percentage, things should progress into marriage, they will. Don't rush just because you give yourself an excuse that you are young & you can't think rationally.

We are all still growing up. And we do not have the slightest fucking clue as to what type of person we are going to marry because we have hardly begun to discover what type of person we're going to ultimately mature into. The point of teenager-datings is not to find our "soul mate"(or maybe it is, i don't know); but it is to test out the complimentary as well as unfavorable characteristics in people that will assist us in eventually finding "the one."

"I stopped asking my boyfriend about the future when I come to realize it is futile to even talk about it because the worst thing happens when expectations build up and he doesn't make good with his promises, you point all 10 fingers at him, put him down with the most horrible things you can mention, damage his pride & ruin a perfectly fine relationship. So I am enjoying myself to the fullest with him. Because for all I know, he might be the one whom is going to give me the happiest moments in my entire life."

:/

seriously fuking sian.
thurs holiday.
at home :[
nvm la, at home also ok de.
everytime go out also sian.

oh man. left with 1 month plus!
before i graduate!
wah cant wait sia.
den im gona rest like 1 week.
den gona work!
no money is serious shiat.

cant wait to go back to the days where i worked.
see wat buy wat.
but now i learnt about saving..
haha. try lo.
mustchanged.
am 20 turnin 21.
my mind cant be like tat all tat time.
thou playful is playful a lil, but when its time to get serious its a must.
soon after, clubbin i will get sian which i did alr a lil.
den pubbing will soon be gone too as i grow older.

cant go on like tat in my future.
thou fun....
i must find an interest to dig in.

i needa change of lifestyle.

christmas is coming. santa whr r u?

recent movies i've watched.
mid detective.
alvin and the chipmunks twice. super cute la. i love theodore.
and warlords yest..
warlords storyline ok la.. so much of fighting and betrayal and then u die!
i wana watch water horse and red line. hurhur.

super sian day.
had my car prac.
hais.
gona have so many car pracs..
met up w audrey .
ate teppanyaki.. n walked ard.
guorong came along shortly after.

couple rings .
gold color ...
sighs.

i super tired.
update again.


oh ya and baby's leaving for taiwan tmr!
gona miss her luh.
and bet she's gona enjoy yet miss me..
LOL
till den.

wo zhen zai xiang..
wei si me...
xi huan liang ge ren

celebrated jonathan's bday at bottoms up yest.
freaking lotsa pple wen.
audry siewling was all thr.
more girls thr now. hurhur.
glad to see all of them. been long. lol.
and they opened like close to 5bottles?
stayed thr till late and cabbed back w james.
shag la.....

exams are over.
and im glad i don hafta supp OB paper.
weets.

left with one month plus.



*i cant give up, wont give up, never let go :(
im not good with words. but my heart is true.

temquevalerrrrr

its like 1+ am now.

still mugging away. walaowei~~

really cannot last day study de.

sure die.

sure lack of sleep.

and ya after tmr's paper, so gona enjoy ourselves yea baby ^^ LOL

i wana go villa bali.

i wana go sentosa shangri-la hotel.

i wana go fine dining.

i wana eat cheese fondue (OMFG -.-'')

i wana wana wanaaaaaaa nananana.

siao liao.

still got so many unfulfilled wish... tsk tsk.

withLURVESSS. and still...
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!

last wed @MOS. sophia.baby.april

连哭都是我的错

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错

NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!
NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!
=/

曾经爱你永远爱你

jus reached home not too long from shenglong's mum funeral..
my condolences.

before tat,
was at town.
played lan, eat lunch, watch free movie "mad detective" (gan sian) and walk walk and eat dinner.
and i seemed to be eating quite alot siaaaa.
someone help!
cut down period :)

oh ya.
and today's exam paper.
business law!
law my arse!
jus did wat i can lo.
hopefully can pass can alr.
only did super last min revision like only yest?
lol.
watever.
but learnt my lesson not to do it anymore.
so im gona start marketing soon .

hurhurrrrr.
i miss ktv-ing pubssss.

oh ya it's the 5 10 loser's bday. jus in time. happy bday johnathan.

esctasy

i haven started on anythin wen exams on mon!
motivation tats wat i need.
don pull me down cos im affected easily.

i dislike pple who words hurt so badly.
define the word "disgusting"
haha.
from insensitive pple to sensitive pple.
words that kills.

i need a hug badly,
are u the one?
=/

jus checked my bag for all the movie tix and i din know tat i've watched this much movies recently.

resident evil
halloween
muay thai
brothers
triangle
bee movie
enchanted
kingdom
hitman
30 days of night
tattooist

cant imagine the money i've spent on movies. tsk tsk.

cheesecake w love

=]

yest nite.
wen utopia w baby to find donald.
check out on tattoo designs to cover her back.
fuk it. and im loving the xian nu.
fuking nice.
maybe i should jus do one big one on my back and tat should be the very first n last?
the xian nu also rather unique as compared to jap geisha. too common le.
but how to even put a big one wen i don even know if i can tahan the pain lo.

wen out jus now and learnt to bake.
hahaha.
den met smiley.
whole day at pasiris sio.
sian ji pua.
fukin shit.
im worried for my studies now.
but biz law sucks. cos v messy.
tmr SURE study!

*thumbs up for cheesecake! :)

我们有缘无纷。
一个新的开始，一个新的我。
一切一切都必须把他给忘掉！
不管我们的过去有多少的快乐和悲哀，一切都已结速了。
我会把全部的回忆给忘到一干二净。
因为，想起过去是痛苦。
谢谢那一段日子的快乐与悲哀。

its gona be a ladies clubbin nite!
dance till we drop babes! <3<3

ok. im gg out now. bb...
i miss audrey leis. LOL. da-jie-da sio.... hurhur.

smiley -MUMUMU!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

:]

jus reached home.
fukin shag.
im so tired.
went Bali House to drink with emerson, ah chen and si wei.
ordered one barrel of beer.
played the dice and 5 cups game.
i drank quite alot la.
and i can say tat beer sucks :x

time will prove everything.
and i still got all the greatest friends around me to be there for me and support me in everythin i do :)
life's great with all this girls and loved ones.

holding on wont do any good.
jus cherishing the moments now is the best.
hurhurrrrr.
watched 3o days of night.
fuking scary movie to me, did rate it 3.5*

i wana get a tattoo done la.......
argh.

its fuking time to study again?
OMFG.

the way i are

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