i'm yours? :)

my current fav is jason mraz - i'm yours
not sure if its some old or new song.
but his lyrics is so sweet for girlssss and his voice is... awwwwwwwwwesome
yeah, if my bf sings that to me its soo.... haha *hints*

cant wait to receive the gladiator wedges from scarlet room but its gona take another whole month till the end of aug!
and ya, this big black bag is gona arrive soon in the first week of aug.
bags are some craze thing for me now.
other than that, im hunting for some comfy romper and maybe more leopard stuffs?
lol.

my bad, got the wrong item from Ruth (Lylarose) cos i just simply short cut the item i wanted!
and i blur-ly did not check the subject email.
not the tube high waisted one but the mod dress...
booo.
aint sure but really pray that i can get an exchange with some double good ideas.

dont know whats up with the internet connection nowadays?
it's making me crazy having to on and off my com and lappie repeatedly.
im making sure that my linksys is workinggggggg!
im gona get headache for this.

i'm missing my gfs - be it chill outs at pubs or clubs..
yea, miss the fun and crazy days.
been so long since i last met anicia marie eunice sherry sophia sijie and ting!!
are we gona gather soon after ting come back and eu gets well?
i hope so! :)

monkey trouble

famish.
real famish.
but i still gotta watch my DIET.
oh when am i getting the highest metabolism rate you can ever get?

sophia messaged me early in the morning, when i just got up.
clubbing tonight?
but... nah..
doubt im going.
no more moolahs for alcohol drinks.
no more nice clothes to wear.
and i dont wana miss the last three episodes at 9 on ch 8

i really need good plans instead of the usual town on every mon and tues with baby.
but if its gona be movies that'll be okay.

cant wait for the release of the mummy.
coming out ... TOMORROW!
yeah, and money not enough 2?
i dont care, im so gona watch WALL.E.
that stupid robot could made my day? nevertheless

i feel like getting some pale blue eyeshadow from MAC.
and some pale pink blusher for my cheeks (any recommendations?)
i kinda like those pale makeups nowadays :)
not forgetting shu uemura beige lipstick are still the best i can get.
(cos i dont even wear lipsticks at all)

and i need a real good commentable waterproof liquid eyeliner.
the current loreal which i have been using for quite some time smudges easily whenever my tears drop.
i kept tearing recently even in trains cos my eyes are god damn pain prolly cos of my colored contacts? i dont suit wearing spectro flex brands of contact lens.

i did still recommend fresh kon define eyes contacts are still the best:)

need to get some white pearly eyeshadow mousse.
kinda hard to find after since eunice gave me this white shadow from majolica when she came back from taiwan.
thumbs up but i cant get them anywhere.

im dead bored on wednesdays.
the number dont know how many weeks after that crazy ladies night at powerhouse and dbl o.
here i'll be watching tv from 9- 10 on ch 8, 10 -11 on ch u, 11-12 on ch 8 drama, 12-1 (zoe's drama), 1 -2 (rice bowl drama).
that's what i've been doing each time im home.
multi tasking on the com on sgfleas and LJs side and watching TeeVee @ the same time.
baby's at work.

CHERISH IS THE WORD FOR EVERYONE TO LEARN.

如果没有你

meeting baby later at Bugis.

i wana go to the temple to pray.

been kinda uneasy recently when's there just too many accidents going on around me.

just wana pray for all my loved ones around me,

all safe and sound, be bless!

ya... thou im not a buddhist.

at least after praying it'll just make us feel better ya?

:)

*if you wonder off too far, my love will get you home*

me vs monkey

NO, i dont smoke! :P


prom night movie is not too bad for GIRLS

i wana eat delifrance tomorrow!

labels or love?

heard it at sex and the city.
on the lappie now and oh!... i am so fugging tired :(
im just too use to sleeping late... and not gettin up early at all :D

yea, and the last day at work made me tired and kinda moody.
esp some customers who can just go bang the wall and flap all the cards at ya damn face LOLOLOL.
only babies are the worthy cutest thing to look at...
that can made me smile there.

sometimes it's life.
face the facts that people judged you thru your damn fuking face and dressing.
oh well oh welllll.
some of your friends who are just so close to you could even be putting on a bloody transparent mask you can never even see it thru!

between the work and the personal life.

ended at 7pm cos cos me and min min did our job!
the fastest job in our mind was to give out give out give out.
that was what was the instructions as given yea? LOL.
but why we were slow initially was cause we explained and all.
some think it was an easy dissy job to just give out and why there aint that many people going over?
cos wasting our saliva explaining to people was what we did and that explains why we were slow! you poke!
and our emotions got into the way when rejections came in as well (with those slouchy faces of yours!)
so... if you think its easy... then it aint!
maybe go work for a day and pls dont wear high heels :)

lalala.
cleve and marie came to find me today.
they wore like they just came back from town.
and and and im meeting my bad baby tomorrow.
hohoho. his at work now. my poor..

im going to my comfy bed for some short nap and be back online again to check mails and stuffs.
argh. boring.

never gona do promotions and stuffs again :(
life aint easy. haha who said it was?

i wana set up an online blog shop....
am thinking.
p/s: baby, im gona wear leopard for you tomorrowwwww HAHAHA :P

LEOPARD IS IN!

SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COM AND CAM WHORING @ THE SAME TIME :p

argh... tiring day at work.
left with one more day tomorrow with min min!
saw some familiar faces... but i faster hide! LOL.
saw nina working too! haha..

cos im working at a place so near to my house. LOL...

i cant stop online shopping :(

i miss my bad baby.

I'm gona eat yong tau foo everyday from today onwards.
yes, lunch and dinner! no rice no noodles no nothing.
no one's gona tempt me with drooling food, no one!
not even baby!

ok, i need to start adapt a healthy lifestyle.
told baby that mon/tues plans was to go Orchid country club and play squash with him.
even though i never played squash in my life before! lol :x
i'm staying home today cos i'm working tomorrow till sunday.
booo.
sure is tiring.
whose gona give me some feet massage then after? HA.

facial yesterday for 1.5 hrs was pretty good and relaxing.
i did get some good sleep and enjoyed the soothing aroma therapy in dim lights and nice classical music.
they did a scan on my skin and yea, i've got dry skin due to too much make up!
and my eye bags are darker than the panda's due to daily late nights.
gotta stop relying too much on concealer.
it's making my eye areas go dry.
yeah some arm, shoulder and face massage given too.
applied dont know how many different type of creams on my face.
after all, not bad!
they've got a student package at $58 per session and $580 for 10 sessions.
not a bad deal, but not for me now since i'm so broke but its worth for a first try yea?

at least i know where i'll go to for facial session when i've started my adult working life? :)

thank god, my digi cam did not die on me. thankkk god.
must be the charger that made my battery go flatttt!

F-ing b-oring.

Same Script, Different Cast

Life is indeed fragile, no matter what you do, just think for a moment if not anything can happen in just a split second..
and your life may be gone for good.

who doesn't enjoy speeding with our friends?
definately us.
it sure is fun. i had my fair share before.
but i ain't wanting those fun times anymore.
be it on sport bikes or even cars.
i've got my baby with me on bus/train/cab rides :D
LOL.

now we know once it's gone, it's gone fer good.
yes, am still learning to treasure people though no one really that close to me met with any bad mishap before, and i really hope none of them will.
wounds will heal, just give it some time my dear :)

going for facial tomorrow at venus at icon bldg which is now located at tanjong pagar?
i wana go top one some day!
meeting baby then after.
gona watch hell boy!
im missing din tai fung 'shui long bao'
omg, am craving for it now.

i wana shop at forever21.com and go jane.
any sprees?
just why is shopppping really so essential to us girls that every piece we wear we can't wear them for more than two times?
okay, to me designer clothings aint that necessary.
probably more to bags, wallets, belts and hp chains, watches etc

when will i even work full time? to earn, to spend and to save?
baby's so much better at saving.
he should be the one controlling my wallet, my bank account and my ibanking device! :x
prolly you will see me cabbing to his place straight after some new update is up on some livejournal blogshops, LOL.

p/s: what's the defination of an 'ah lian'? one who wears hot red NF shorts with golden-blonde hair and aunty high heels? with prolly faux guess/ gucci or LV bags? and pink color hps straps?

sometimes, they do destroy the fashion industry, which we will label them and not wear stuffs they wear anymore.

work is really tiring. baby came all the way to parkway to fetch me!
(even though he was late)
and then, we ate pasta mania and headed back to his place.
i was freaking tired.

on monday we headed to town, had our cravings for curry chicken at cuppage.
then went to find sijie at graffiti cafe.
watched the dark knight at 845 pm and the movie ended at 1115 pm!
in the end, we cabbed down to ten mile cos we're meeting johnson for DOTA.
played 1 game of dota and some internet surfing when i got real sleeppppy.

tuesday went to paya lebar sing post to get my PDL renewed and what's worst was when i cant get it renewed after i f-ing queued up for a long time.
cos i threw away the old PDL :D
ya, tomorrow is my car prac after so many many months..
my TP is a month away! ARGH.

been spending time with baby for the past few days.
guess it's kinda hard not getting use without him around :(

wonder what's wrong nowadays? everyone's getting into accidents?
it's really scary or purely coincidence?
eunice baby, pls get well ! and cheer up !

Yawnssss.
I'm going off to bed soon.
Work tomorrow at 12pm with min min.
Boo. My legs are tired, aching hell.

After tomorrow, another 2 days of work during the next weekends :(
It's weird staying home on a saturday andddd i'm sleeping early tooo.
i want that cc skype inspired bracelet.
this is the latest fashion:

GLADIATOR WEDGES!


credits: scarletroom

i miss baby badly..... :(
how nice if he can pick me up after a hard day's work. HAHA.
AHEM.

Conspiracy pub yesterday night with Ken, Eunice, Sherry, Sophia, Beatrice, Jomantha
Ken is our papa-san of the day.
I dislike pubs that are filled with smoke.
zomg.

i wana meet baby tomorrow!

As i looked back on my old school days photos in photobucket, i can't help but feel glad for my present self.
be it my character, personality or even looks etc, i did say i've learn to love myself much more now, because i learnt so much from my past experiences.

my past love life was horrid, from the sec sch days onwards...
we girls tried to be serious in every relationship and even thou there were some that lasted a few months or even a few weeks, we daren't say that we're not serious.
but it's all just part of puppy love. we just don't know why it ended... like that.

why do we girls love bad guys so much? that's what i really don't understand myself.
could it be they're TOO COOL? lol.
but it's silly to do so.
neither am i loving those nerds, but those in betweens are just nice.
hahaha.
and we shouldn't waste our time on guys who aren't worthy of our love at all.
it's no point waiting and being so devoted when you-know-it-yourself that things won't be the same anymore.
it's simply, a complicated matter between humans.

okay, gona be working with Min Min this weekends and next!
i love slacking my life thru, but NO... this gona come to an end.
i should learn more from missy marie, she's a WORKING BUSY SLEEPY MOODY ADULT NOW!
HAHAHA.
(when are you quitting huh? my bet: 3months later? LOL)

i love this pic of my boy.
hahaha.


editted picture


lastly, i love being a girl.
free flow, ladies night etc. just why do girls get all the privileges?
might be going down conspiracy tomorrow with ken etc.
days staying at home = boredom

p/s` craving for curry chicken beside graffiti cafe at cuppage
p/s` craving for ting's own made bubble tea!

i.hate.shopping (NOT)

im currently watching channel 8 zoe tay's drama!
can't believe i can be home for 2 days straight!
lol.
imma good girl to mr alvin siaaaaa.
"bo pian" =p

im currently head over heels for gladiators wedges from Scarletroom!

didn't know why i wasn't at all attracted to the usual gladiators but my eyes got glued to these!
well even thou it's sg and dressing up aint really that glam as to those compared in the states
BUT HECK.
originality counts.
just dress.up.like.nobody's.business

met baby at his place just now.
watched sky of love.
it's not bad, all about love.
it's more for those teenagers/ young adults out there.
lol.
but the diff between jap and korean dramas.
jap are much way faster and less draggy for sure!
thumbs up :)

going to wake up early tomorrow.
going for interview for this short temporary job?
after which will be second interview for part-time perm!

i'm missing baby right now.
DIE.
must have taken too much sweet stuffs just now.
HA.

hiak hiak.
i'm super bored laaaaaaaaa.
was wondering if I should rebond my hair cos there are bents already due to the fact that i tied my hair whenever i was home.
and since that im not wearing any hair extensions anymore (threw the fix-ons away after clubbing some time back cos i got drunk and my fix-ons all got entangled! horrid and no hope)
LOL.

marie has gone MIA for some time too.
and i do meet anicia once in a while but more to the often side.
do visit conspiracy!
near to shin8 :)

im crazy over leopard and zebra prints. URGH!
just so wonder if i should get that leopard kimono top.
wakaka, did be crazy if i wore it out, but so.
it'd be real easy to be spotted then on. "limelight" yayaya.

i decided to drop by baby's place tomorrow in the early afternoon
and accompany him thru out the whole afternoon till evening before he goes to work at 7pm.
double boos.

i wana exercise more. play more sports with baby.
haha.
i wana do things you never do before with your loved one.
go places you never been to before.

life has never been bad with baby.
thou had to admit that i get easily bad tempered than before.
i just dont care dont bother about what people think about me.
i am just plainly myself.
no one can judge me etc
just do what i want and life is wonderful.
no more hesitations or what so ever.
thou im pretty fickle minded at times!

whatever i do, i'll have to think for you :)
off to watch that zoe tay ghost show, olden days.

一眼瞬间

Continue...

After drinking session on Friday night,
went over to arena to wait for baby to end work.
Then headed to his place.

Slept and slack till 3?
Went to Sentosa just for Luge and skyride.
$10 for 1 skyride and luge.
LOL.
Then headed back to Bukit Panjang to meet Johnson for Warcraft.
Was opp. 10 mile junction.
we played all the old warcraft like x seige etc and also DOTA.
played for 5 hours all the way till 4am?

Sun, same routine. LOL.
baby, johnson, renqin and i DOTA-ed all the way till 11+pm.
that's when i headed home first before the midnight charge.
had fun challenging against renqin and john with me and baby team up.
hahahah, nevertheless i still use storm -.-

Mon,
headed to woodlands.
met baby and his 2 other colleagues at party world.
soon after, baby and me went to suki sushi for our dinner.
i swear im not gona crave for salmon sahshimi anymore.
getting sick and afraid of it. LOL.

and his working from tues till sat.
i so cant imagine for how many days i cant meet him.
BOOOO.

Not a day goes by

Mon, 1.30pm

Friday night @ 12th Element for Siew Ling bday celebration.
its been so long since i last saw them.
Pics are below :)
Not all of them uploaded. too many, like more than 50 pics taken that day. lol.
to be continued..
meeting baby now. loves.

wee chiat & me

me, crystal and bday girl, siewling

jonathan and me



jerene and liulian

me & james


guorong, kewang, .., ah teck, hamster, james & shawn


huihui, guorong and kewang