Sunday, July 29, 2007

你最珍贵

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/805350

pls go and take this dumb test created by me.
haha.

sat night.
home pub to bak kut teh to dua pek kong bai bai.
starting to like home pub.
comfy pub to be in. lol.
waiting bar (new name: temptation cafe -.-") opening this tues (1st aug)
weets.

i still have yet to watch simpsons, alone and flash pt?

im sick. fuktup flu.

nothing else matters, just you.
the worst thing to do is to race against time, when you wish you could hold back time during those moments spent.

lol.
studying is sian.

cant seem to type out what i wana say out, wtffff.

april needs to diet and exercise.
imma fuking canto freak, argggh

Friday, July 27, 2007

哈哈

who is the one who will put me as first place?
i hate to compare.
sometimes how we did wish we are like other people cos we're nv satisfied w ourself and w the people in our life.

so wat's ur main priority in life? haf u ever ask yourself?

you will never understand ... my needs and wants.

temperamental.

stress**

Thursday, July 26, 2007

真想见到你

来吧我真的想见到你
在今天我脑海里充满你微笑的脸
不要让我傻傻地等待明天
我单纯的心需要你的爱怜
来吧我真的想见到你在今天
这感觉我希望你能够了解
你说baby 要与我心心相连
on your way…

好想今天好想明天
男和女之间爱要用缘份相连
我与你相遇这就是缘
在这个世界人来人往间
我只对你有感觉你敦厚的心诚氏踏实的一面
都让我有心动感觉好想今天好想明天
好想与你相守每一天

april is getting fat le!
ALONE offically opens today~ weets!
lol.

money is everything is money
$_$
studying isnt everything, working is.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

4inthemorning.



































Movies to catch : Invisible Target 4*
Alone
Simpsons !

Craving For :
Oyster omelette
Bedok 85 bak chor mee
Suki Sushi
Swensons ice cream
Nachos ! =[



i wana drink... i wana dance... i wana sing... i wana club...
sick of the life i had now =[

-

i really don understand.
from today onwards, i don wana be the one to make ANY decisions anymore.
i will never ask anymore, i swear.
is it really tat hard?
why must it be some other days ? why cant it be later?
i hate last min changes.
i cant be bother ed already.

im jus an unreasonable bitch and tat's tat.

watever........

不知如何是好

i need some anger management and i need to learn to keep my cool.
i suck.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

从开始到现在

http://profile.imeem.com/kgs88/music/KwDWNY_f/cong_kai_shi_dao_xian_zai/

i've a weakness for old songs.
i tink i should go live in the 80s.
this song so damn sad.
dare not put in my ipod.
hahah, wait i cry siaaaaaaa.
whutever!
it's by jeff chang anyway.

i need help, getting STM (short term memory) back.
i rmb playing a song repeatedly at work thru imeem.com.
im tryin to figure out wat song was tat, think and think still cant rmb!

im gettin fat le...
eating lotsa junkies.

i see so many diff kinds of pple in my class.
guai kias , pai kias, yandao kias, chio kias (bo), stylish kias.
and alot of guys w LONG HAIR. wth.
i simply luv guys who wear streetstyle.
the white plain tee w black jacket and tapered black jeans and jack purcell shoes!
u're hot. hahahaha.
accounts and finance is the worst! and tats y...
i slept in class tdy. super cant stand the indian teacher w his indian slang..
super draggy.
i love OB! it's psychology. really like the way mr allan kwok teach sia.
he fuking funny...
and is really funny!
tink by the end of the lesson, i wud haf noe how to read thru pple's mind.
hohoho.

Monday, July 23, 2007

How deep is your love?

9.15 pm.

Current mood : Low

anicia wang shuping, i love you.
marie tan yingxiu, i hearts you.

bitches till the end of time, lol.
no matter what, no matter when.
i'll always be here till the very end.
tell me why the stars aint shining brightly tonight?



mummy i love you.
just a few clicks away isit very troublesome?

Sunday, July 22, 2007

the dream

Two weeks ago till now, everything seems like a dream.
Am i really dreaming??

I kinda foresee the future in many months ahead.
When you gain something, you'll lose something.
life is unpredictable.

to shift or not to shift?

绝口不提爱你

HOROSCOPE OF THE DAY

The Bottom Line
Attention is flattering; jealousy is not. Watch out for a possessive new associate.
In Detail
Someone is growing attached to you -- perhaps a little bit too attached. Their intense feelings are very flattering, but their jealousy is not. You need to watch for an increase in their possessiveness over you. Listen for those alarm bells if they get too upset that you're spending 'too much time' with someone else. Caring about someone is not the same thing as owning someone. Your independence is too important to compromise, so don't do it.
-------------------------------------------------------------------

goodbye pan asia.
goodbye colleagues!
love you guys... miss you guys.
END OF SUFFERING!

i will be a free girl from tmrw onwards..
for MJ, movies, shoppings, gossiping, partying(maybe?), drinking, CDC etcetc,
pls find me! lol...
i'm only not free from 9am to 12pm everyday.
and i fuking hate to wake up early can.
i still need a job lei. walaooooooo.

fri nite was boring... i wana watch ALONE & VACCANCY. boohoo.
and my wife is a gangster III !
sat wen down MH.
me, cleveland, joyce, sijie & tony, ting n her cousin was there.
den i go point find jason and jacky.
den go versus find them drinkin chivas again.
jason simply sucks in 5 10.
hahahaha.
chivas if too heavy not nice.
yucks.
i like thai smile cafe crispy mee noodle!

anicia, i'm missing sakae again. so when? lol.
i seriously miss waitin bar . lol

Sg is so small, lol.

Friday, July 20, 2007

SHOPLAH!

Lol,
pls see the ShopLah ! link below.
hahaha.
jus sent orders thru email.
Ordered 2 dresses + 1 top?
Dono have or not but its nice la!!!
I need to stop gettin dresses but i cant take my eyes off them!
omg.
Even BKK trip i bought so many dresses.

My last payroll will be coming in... tmrw? =[

the most SIGH thing is the SHU UEMURA LIPSTICK.
im not sure if i can get the #906 one in exchange for the #907 BUT THE WORST THING IS I CANT COS THE COVER TORE. CCB.
i don wana spend another $35 buying my fav lipstick.
i damn sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

M.I.M.S.

am at work now.
super moody.
slept in bus jus now. like some PIG.
super tired, super shag, super slpy.

now im chionging all my work.
i don wana affect my other colleagues.
think today working OT (no pay)
lol. too slack le la. cos fri last day so tend to be slack.

yesterday reached home at 1am lor.
after work wen qi ren house first.
anicia ting qiren & xian qi play MJ.
i look after baby klein.
naughty like hell but still cute to the max.
he scold me bitch and scold fuck to xian.
i teach him how to say GAO, PENG, CHI, HU.
hahah.
soon after , eeyang & dono who came down.
baby damn scare.

sent baby hm after MJ game,
den we wanted to go bedok85 eat, in the end close went to geylang.
ate at HOME coffeeshop, behind hotel 81.
they go find skyway who worked there, ate zhicha.. his treat lol.
firstime see illegal gambling dens at the back.
stout + tiger at first drink nice, later sucks.
so bloated. i hate beer.
san miguel is nice.
lol.

anw, speedin is fun...
communicating thru walkie talkie is funny.
haha.
ting ting !! roger... lol
crap.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

你是我的女人

went over to qi ren's house jus now.
ting, anicia & cleveland, joyce, qi ren all mahjonged.
goin to see naughty lun tmrw.
meeting up wit anicia and ting all at tamp.
they say wan watch moive but simpsons oso haven come out,
baby cannot watch vaccancy.
hahaa.

i got so many movies to watch lei !

i'm in need of clarins face lifting cream !!
and i don eat alot le lor.
but still, i need to diet.

OMG!!
the girls are goin zouk this wed!!!!
ARGHSSS!!!!
*vents anger*
if im not working.. i go le lor.
din even get to dance on sat.
and somemore all my babes are goin this time.
so sad =[=[=[=[

im enjoying my life.
april got only 4more days to end of JOB!!!!!!!!!!!
super duper slack is wat i'll be after this wk.
i v stress... i dono wer to get money.
F***
MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need a job la, quick and fast!


i miss Benson

Sunday, July 15, 2007

MY LIFE IS IN A MESS NOW.
APRIL GO AND DIE PLS.
BCOS I DONO WAT I WANT.




i'm feelin terrible deep inside me. HELP.

unglam

sian de lor.
im feelin damn weak and thirsty now.
haven eat for the whole day.

yesterday was crazy.
drank 2 lambos, the apricot brandy drink damn nice! and long island and martell + tea and bla3.
ting ting and me totally gone after long island.
dono wat happened all the way till alighted from cab.
and for wat fuk.. did i cry? i don understand either.
marie slapped me alot of times, and she said i smiled. lol.
wasted nite! cos i din even get to dance...
sian lei =x
i miss dancing.

sorry to marie, angel, tang wee, esther, angel bro, ivy and glynnis.
the mess. lol.

i dono wat to say.
having a weird feeling now.
abit of scary feeling and.........
watever. i dono la.

wat's the status
=x

i miss MJ.
sijie, tony, anicia, cleveland, marie n ks all now at marie house playin MJ!!
and me and ting lei? at home chatting.
haha gan sian de lor.
MAHJONG MAHJONG!!
soon soon =]

Saturday, July 14, 2007

dictionary.com

Main Entry:
miss
Part of Speech:
verb 2
Definition:
want
Synonyms:
crave, desire, feel loss, long, need, pine, wish, yearn

Friday, July 13, 2007

BECAUSE OF YOU REMIX

Today shopping w anicia & cleveland.
Go orchard.
Go ZARA, BEBE, MNG & PARAGON.
I bought 2tops from Zara, 1 nice nice yellow stripe stripe exposing top top from MNG.
bought make up store gold black eyeliner. SWEE AR! $31.
Wen cine eat suki sushi and i saw that my wife is a gangster III has got its time slot there!! HMPH!

TTL SPENT: 100++ (SIGHS)

today not a great day.
i wan my #906 beige lipstick lei.
i really want it.
im sad...
cos things turns out wrong.
do you think i should buy another #906 lipstick cos i've got #907 on hand but they wont allow to exchange cos the box is open and torn.
im fuking sad.

***
*Claps*
i HEARTS the remix of this song
<3<3 esp the starting

I Come Home Early From The Club (Cause Of You)
I Think I Finnaly Found Love (Cause Of You)
I Cut Off Them Other Side Guys
Turn Off The Cellphone Shut Off The SideKick (Cause Of You)

I Ripped Up My Little Black Book (Cause Of You)
I Even Wrote That R&B Hook (Cause Of You)
I Might Even Get Down And Even Cook (Cause Of You) (Cause of you, cause my boo, cause I'm true, cause of who, cause of you)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Right here waiting - white dawg

Booooo~

Jus reached home not too long.

sway sway day to watch movie.

wen cine den don haf my wife is a gangster III.

go to lido also like sian sian dono wat to watch.

watch harry potter.


anyway i so wana catch rush hour 3!!! no vaccancy and....

think alot more? =]


harry potter - sian ji pua... sleep abit cos i don understand story and i don like. LOTR better.


anyway, jus wana say tat :

GUYS who borrowed money from girls kena downgrade.

GUYS who ownself say will return but in the end give empty promise are simply BIG TIME LOSERS.

GUYS who has to be chased by the girl to push for payment and can ask for acc no. but din transfer simply are BIG TIME FUKERS.

GUYS who had been pushed by the girl umpteen no. of times and said he will transfer by when by when HAS NO BALLS!!!

guys, you've lost your sense of respect and your goody impression has gone down the drain.

so sorry to say : FUCK OFF LOSER.

shall wait for this sunday .


someone's goin Batam next week??? ... boo hoo.


MON NITE - 3 LEGGED MJ WIT MARIE AND KS.

TUE NITE - MJ AT QI REN HOUSE W HIM, ANICIA AND JOYCE + PIZZA & DRUMLETS!


pics.


Qi Ren House playin MJ. his tiles not bad. GOLD GOLD DE.
MY MJ khakis. and they din noe i took their pic.
Awwww~ Ah lun is so cute... =]

Sunday, July 8, 2007

天使忌妒的生活














i miss MJ =x














me and marie at phuture=]

















at the chalet.














at waiting bar.















me and anicia at cleveland's chalet.

**
就是那么爱你
什么都想为你
爱是一种毒瘾正在发作
你知道我爱你
会爱到很久
甜蜜不必急着说
慢慢享受
连天使都忌妒的生活

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Phuture-ing

*yawns*
I had a freaking 5 hour sleep from 7+ to 12+.
Heck, i cant seem to get to sleep.
am suffering from isomia (dono how to spell can!)

Yest after work. rush like mad.
cos donny was waiting for me downstairs to go to Bugis tgt.
In the end, rush like mad. For nothing.
He still haven come down lor.
Marie was supposed to meet me at 7 but she was late.
hahaha.
so walked ard w donny for awhile.

suppose to eat dinner wit my bitch but we ended up shopping cos we don feel hungry.
i bought a dress, a C&K heels, a necklace from DIVA.
heck and i wore all of them to the club.
lucky i brought along the fucking big bag to dumb my work wear.
lol.

we din manage to reach zouk be4 10pm.
gotta pay $23.
PHUTURE WAS GREAT ONLY AFTER 2+.
my gosh, their songs were like... so old and bored at the start.
marie's bf and frens pop out at zouk. haha.

more or less enjoyed myself esp after 2am.
but we left at 3 can!

wen off to meet benson at lion city.
headed to cine for transformers (like so long i wana watch no one can acc me!) at 4am.
blady 2hr 30mins movie.
robots damn cute lei.
but still , abit don understand.

headed home den at 7+.
first time watched a movie like so freaking early in the morning.

pics will be up later.

supposed to mit jason today for transformer the number 2nd time for him.
but nvm la, since i've watched it and he say i DUA him.
ok lor... BLUEKS.

It wud be PHUTURE only in the future.
yandao kias many more plus older guys are there.
better den MOS.
=]

Thursday, July 5, 2007

北极星的眼泪

Spend close to $200 within 2 days.

Treat sis to sakae yesterday total up $40+
Den buy something which costs me $70.
Jus now bought a bag, this top and this retro thingy la -> $75
Then went for eyebrow trimming - ten bucks.

Jus remembered last sat went shopping w anicia at Bugis.
Spend $180.
OMG.
The SHU UEMURA LIPSTICK is on its way =]
the beige color #906 one.
$35 but sijie manage to help me and anicia get it at $26+ at staff disc.
HOHO.
bought shu uemura blusher too at $40.

Been splurging so much on makeups, clothes, bags, shoes!

Save Me i need a job......

i miss zouking/mamboing/phuturing.
SIGHS.
Will tmrw be the day? =]

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Tell me where it hurts


I'm a sinner for her blog *innocence* sorry.. can't help it

As of today, I'll be strong. Don't let the one you love take advantage of you. I'd rather be with one who love me more than I love him and I will wait for that day to come, I've learn much and there's many more to learn in this life.

It's been since mid april and I was wondering what am I waiting for? I'll just let nature take its course. I know I've been single fer damn long but for once, after BKK, I never felt happier than before.

Today, funny day la at work.

Stupig jason has got this mosquito ringtone that goes ringing whenever someone called.

Everyone was like irritated by it. and i asked him to send it to me.

Wen i played it, jaafar upon hearing it. immediately whack jason wit his documents. hahah its like killing the mosquito.

den jason said it was me, both of em come n whack me la!

i took revenge. once jaafar passed by jason, i called his hp.

haha and he got WHACKED!

LALALA~

Monday, July 2, 2007

Because of you

this is what lazy pple do to color halfway -.-"

try this test, kinda true ;)
http://drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/



and the analysis they gave me (true!):
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

work was hectic today.
did i regret quitting my job?
yes and no.
the new scenery at the 5th flr aint nice.
all i see was JTC building.
boooo ~

lol, a newly made fren asked me out for dinner at like 9plus lor.
den ask me go watch movie.. den i don wan cos too late.
den he say nvm, den don go out. weird.

im missing...... MAMBO!
sweet dreams are made of these....

life.is.weird

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Once.in.a.lifetime

tralaaaaa =]

nothing much actually.
jus the usual updates, usual hangouts for the wkends.
jus now i went back to my office to shift my stuffs to the 5th flr..
my cubicle in front of my manager =x
its ok, 3wks more and i'll be gone.


wen waiting yesterday.
wen MH find cousins there again.
they super chiong in drinking..
keep play game.. opened 2 chivas bottles.
first i went in i wasnt high nor drunk.
second i went out of MH i was high and drunk.
cousins cousins, don so chiong pls...


PLS HELP ME FIND PARTIME JOB!!!
i cant live w/o money.
6.5 months and i'll be back?
i don tink i wana take degreee (confident)....


RANDOM PICS ;)