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Going to catch Haron and Kumar soon at Tamp with marie and bud.

I miss drinking with the girls.

Life is too contradicting.

And i did better save my money!

Pay's + GST money in today :):)

yes, screwing my life up up up up up.

Clubbing this sat? :P

Im at work now.
Still at work.
Planned cancelled with Anicia , Sijie and others today.

Meeting Marie after her work,
might be going Siglap to eat , my treat :)
But i just dont know where to go ?

Thoughts:
我努力的扬着脸孔-
试着让眼泪不往下流-
别往下流--
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同-
不相同-
想要说却还沉默-
伸出手无法触碰-
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我-
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我-
在另外一个没有我的世界-
自由的走-

From today onwards, I will be the bad person,
and will always be.
My mind is still trying to figure things out,
but thinking back how on much I enjoyed during my chalet without your presence,
it already shows you just ain't the one for me.
Its just karma, I did say.
The way his treating me is the way I'm treating you.
The exact way.
OMFG.

KARMA, come my way soon.......

i'm feeling quite down now while chatting with baby.
im fuking down.
many thoughts run thru my mind.

i've to leave.
and i've to let go.
Don't know what is happening to me.
I was a lil' high yet sober yesterday night.
The rest were gone except ah keong.

I don't know don't know don't know.
Anicia Marie Baby tell me what to do..
You girls knows me best.
Yet each and everyone of us got our own problems.
Fuck whatever online shopping, i'm not interested anymore.
I just wana find my happiness.
And i know it will never come, back.

love, hate, lust, crazy, anger, hurt, upset, lost.
what everyone had gone thru.

*i'm sorry

pls give me depression, so i can slim down.

Yeap, my 21st bday today :D
Old already.
Thanks to all who came. I really appreciate it.
Be it for a short awhile or be it for the whole night.
And to even some whom Im not very close with.
Special thanks to Cleve Bud for helping out quite alot and Marie, who spent 2 night with me crazily bored.
My girls! Anicia, Ting, Sijie, Baby, Joyce, Mer :D:D Thanks!
Also Angel and Tangwee for making a trip down!
Pat, Alvin, Eeyang - Sorry! Didnt entertain much :(
And also Hs, Kenneth, Roy and gang :)
Haha and the 8yrs Mcdonald clan - POW and win keng
Just remember : red wine kills our brain cells , LOL
Thanks for all the gifts, appreciate.
Apologise to those who didnt enjoy, got bored, etc.
Pictures below:

The girls! Loves: Ting, sijie, joyce, anicia, me , mer and baby!

Finally after so long its our gathering :)

bud cleve!

for me :D

special way MJ - on the bed plank

LOVE HIM THE MOST!

I'm your baby tonight - Whitney Houston

Got quite lazy to blog recently.
Some of the stuffs I did last weekend thru.
watched forbidden kingdom with the boy.
went prawning with mer and pat.
went miss you cafe with mer ad pat (we can be called trio gang already) at simpang bedok.
nice ambience and soothing 80s music with a glass of wine to chill out thru the night :D
went HK cafe with them again and again, yes, very uncountable.
sick of their food.

need more munching of bak chor mee over at Central instead of HK cafe for now. HA.

daddy has gotten me a sony dsc-t70 digi cam finallyyy.
yea, which somehow, me and my sis will be sharing it.
HA, but i think the narcisstic me will be using it at most of the times :D
and nevertheless, im looking forward to next miss you session with the use of my digi!
wahaha..
and maybe my treat to the next-plan-to-open-white-wine?
hmmmm.

dad has help me alot.
and its just all about coming out money,
for buffet, chalet and the bday cake and not to mention T70 too.
THANKS so much.

i hope all well will go well this weekend, may everyone enjoy :)
I hope so....

fading away?
i don't know.
let god lead the way for me and path the way out for my future; for my very own happiness.

ARGH. STRESS.......

AND I NEED TO SHOUT IT OUT.

I CANT GO MSN, NOWHERE BUT HERE!

FIRST TIME FEELING THIS WAY.

DEAD.

ANGER, STRESS, DISAPPOINTMENT, FEAR.

i wont break down.

I NEED TO CLUB :(

FEEL SO TIRED NOW...

I WANA GO HOME

HELLOOO PEOPLE!

I WANA CONFESS THAT I'M DEAD BOREDDDD!!!

HELP!!!!!!

okay. okay.

I'm at work now & guess what.

My colleague is on MC and my boss is back at Winsland for interview.

And that means, I'm ALONE. ALL ALONE in the meeting room with my buddy-computer and me.

I stare at it, it stare back, POWER.

Maybe we should plan for a holiday.

Start saving.

Marie, faster go enrol in the full time nursing.

Then then, save alotttttt of moolahs!

And and, we can then go on a holiday!

Hmmmm...

Taiwan? Japan? Bangkok?

Choose One.

online shopping kills me badly again and again.

Bang me down.

i am damn tired!!!
i gona get broke soon!!
GST end of month not mid month :(

friday.
went barks cafe w/ pat, eeyang, mer and others.
then to summer freeze w yang and pat.
san miguel all the way.
tsk.
with the stupid cheer of "ah-ah-ah-ah-ah"
LOL.

sat.
met him.
went for high tea buffet at good wood park hotel.
his treat.
then for a movie - run papa run.
then to BQ O point at night to celebrate his colleague's friend bday.
so many small girls around.
didn't really like it there.

i'm so tired.

good night people.

pls help me stop online shopping once again ya.

i'm like currently half awake.
super duper sleepy already.
and im pretty elated with my final results :)
one of the best that comes in a 2 among the others.

yayyyyyyyy.
its friday tomorrow.
i wana go barks. BARKS.barks. barks.
let fate happen pls.
HA.

anyway, i think cafe del has to be cancelled.
other plans might be made.
TSK, we shall see.

i still can't manage to find crush by olivia ong.
don't tell me i gotta go buy her single with that only one song in it?

went to Am's place just now..
my hair is pretty long actually.
haha didn't know why i went to buy the clip on ext.
crazy me.

someone.pls.stop.my.online.shopping
SOMEONE PLS.
i could thank that person a million time to help me kick off this bad habit as its seriously making me spend money like no one business.
its uncessary. but i cant stopppppppp. :(

i wana be with you

Am currently listening to love song with Yaz on class 95.
Its been sooooo lonnnggggg.
That's cause i didnt have any radio in my room :( and therefore, thru the net.

I'm kinda sick of shopping online already.
I wana go out more often after work.
Be it that im tired or what so ever, I miss chilling out alot.
And reservations has been made :)
Smses will be sent out soon. Im still cracking my brains for the accomodation part.
Thanks bud for the help :)

I dont understand why are girls so crazy over shopping?
shopping online is even worst than shopping out in town.
that's cause you are practically online every night checking out the latest updates and you didnt wana lose out to any other pretty pcs.
and ka-ching! your money is being minus off from ya ibanking :P
its just this convenient and easy!

Bf unable to celebrate my 21st bday as his having outfield during 25th to 30th!
So sway.

I wonder how long can i last in this co.
So far, no plans of leaving or anything.
Thou my dept is still in the struggling stage.
but we'll hang in there. Patience is all we've got.
soon, till the end of may, we'll pull thru :)
I'm also anticipating to this year DnD which is once every 5yrs.
So kinda lucky cos the co. is just tooooo big.

Bday Package

Pls click on image for larger version.

Is it mouth watering?

Im still considering.

Sentosa is pretty much far.

And yes, i gotta make reservations real soon!

I need a list of hotels in Sentosa with worth-while rates!

And I wonder, can it like squeeze 10+ people in it.

Or maybe lesser.

Or shall i book a chalet at sentosa?

I dont even know how it looks like in there!

boreeeddddd.
my com got some prob.
must be my sister's msn.
now use msn or web it will just keep popping up after awhile.
damn freaking pissed.

work is pretty busy. getting busy.
OT is starting. lucky im still paid :)

during lunch break just now went for some crazy FOX sale one floor down at this open space room.
all clothings are price at $2 per item. be it jeans/tops/spag/dress/jacket etc.
and accessories at $1.
cant believe this crazy sale.
cleaners, bosses, staffs, be it young woman old man, all just rushed down to the crazy sale.
the place is v dusty.
but most items were due to defects thou.
its seriously some damn cheap deal.
hope there will be some topshop and dorothy perkins sale.
i SURE go.

have even yet to visit the top shop warehouse downstairs
and the liqueur shop which i heard they sell old liqueur bottles at like around $50 - $60 depending on ranges.
but the older the liqueur, the better it is right?

im gona get my HP soon. and my digital camera.
i want my daddy to get me one!
Sony Cybershot or Panasonic Lumix?
gona get Sony eric W890 soon.

and im still.... crazily shopping online.
i want my Samantha Vega heart quilted satin bag! Exclusively imported from Japan :)

Did better faster post this before something happens to my com again.
:(