我不后悔

sian sian SIAN.
work is busy but i like ;)
thou its tiring but its shiok simply bcos wen u're too free u think too much.
tat's bad.

stupig yah loon finally called ystd.
he seemed to have disappeared forever ever since he gone back to camp.
gona meet up w him soon enuf.
this week seems pretty peaceful to me.
i've been goin home early like straight after work *grins*
good girl for the week, weekends its bad. hoho.

fri and sat - i need plans!
gimme a plan.. pretty pls. if not sat it'd be waiting.
den wat do i do tmrw? waiting? tralaaaaaaaa.
den i need some company.
my pay has come. =]=]=]
i tot wana share open bottle at waiting. anyone wants....
lol.

i nv felt this tired be4 esp wen im having flu for a week.
think its time i see a doc? i need some anti biotics.

i miss the girls.
i miss the times wen me n anicia go crazy like after bangkok period.
i miss mahjong.
i miss partying w the girls (they went zouk ystd lei! =[ )
i miss drinking after work
i miss bangkok days!

i am pretty.... emo this week?
oh wadda?
fucking get those thoughts out of ur mind april !
i wana go flyyyyyyy and meet BEN =]


LOL. april siao le.

亲爱的不要离开我

亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的仍全是你
离开伤心的地方
离不开爱你想你梦你的日子
亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想
的仍全是你
怎样孤单来过日子
亲爱的不要离开我

im suffering from a bout of FLU since last fri.
has been 5days and i cant take it when im working.
endless blowing is gona blow of f my brains.
im so freaking tired
and i cant concentrate on working.

something's wrong w me today.
why am i thinking of him?
hahah. ok stop it.
i should feel how i felt after coming back from Bangkok trip.
which is jus purely enjoyment ma.
ENJOY and not think so much.
pub more. YEAH.

i read her world horoscope part today.
very freaky.
it said sth intimate will happen on july 14 blablabla.
den i read his* it's also states the same on july 14.
omg. *hair stand* its a sat yea...
so wth... scary~

FRIENDSTER HOROSCOPE

The Bottom Line
There is jealousy about how much influence you now have -- you should ignore it.
In Detail
Your snap decision to defend a friend made a big impact on onlookers, and people are starting to see you in a new light. Did you even know that you had so much courage? Your intimidation factor has increased, and there might be some jealousy about how much influence you suddenly have. But don't worry about it -- you earned this extra authority, so enjoy it. You took the risk by standing up for a person you believed in, and you deserve the reward.

IM QUITTIN MJ!

The Bottom Line
Celebrate this wonderful day by doing something that you feel passionate about.

In Detail
Today, a vague promise someone made to you long ago is finally starting to turn into a solid deal -- you are about to get something you have been wanting for a while. Celebrate by doing something that you feel passionate about, something that lets you be loose and uninhibited. You'll get bonus points for doing something physical. This is a great time to go out dancing, play some ball with your friends, or enjoy a long and challenging hike.

***
The ones in bold seem to be kinda true, or maybe its gona happen soon?
i dono.
sijie sucks. she won $25 in MJ.
omg.
IM QUITTIN MJ. THOU I TIAO ZHENG 3 TIMES I STILL LOSE OVERALL.
sad u noe.
must try playing at other pple house den will know if whether i isit play at marie house den lost de.

nb ccb @#$%%*%*$&@@&^%@
see how angry.haha
chill~
MJ only a game. don show unhappy face man.
its mostly on LUCK and partly on skills and mind reading.
u think u so good or u think we too sensitive meh?
we think u're too sensitive. rubbish DUMP!

miss miss..

the fuking cutie.

fuking must see!!

一生只有你

FIRSTLY,
ALL (99%) GUYS WHO CLUB OR PUB ARE HONGS!!!

went down waiting yesterday.
marie was there.
kelvin and wj was there.

den i dono le.
i wen down to MOS w/ sijie.
she get to see her jacky gogogo.
lol.

anyway, HONG WAS IN MY DICTIONARY EVER SINCE YESTERDAY.
Or rather, we find it hard to trust guys who goes pubs and clubs.

don tell me guys go MOS every wk, wont hong meh?
i go once only i dono ma.
and i don fuking care.

Let's hong back girls. LOL -.-"
i was fuking the high........
but i know what i doing.
hahahaha.
hahahahahahah!
so this is how life should be enjoyed!
no wonder i cant live without pubbing.

waiting guys not simple lei.....

一口我爱你

Ms New Booty

yay! it's finally the weekends!
2 days MC den 3 days work like siao.

all the permits not yet declare. die le la!

at marie house now,

anicia, ting, joyce and kaisang down here too.

overcrowded population for MJ.

my last day wud be on the 20th july, 23rd july sch start.

damn power.. i requested if can 20th if not by right is 15th..

jus now wen paragon and taka w/ kelvin.

i wen to see GUCCI, BURBERRY, DIOR, FENDI & COACH BAGS.

so far in my list.. i like the burberry one!

gucci old models damn sian. the one i like in the below pic is $2010.

omg!!
might get burberry.. and its wallet. heheheh.
den go eat at bedok 85.

my long lost bak chor mee + oyster omelette + sugar cane = yummifullicious!

lol.

this is how messy my table can get when i was fuking busy.

so am i going MOS tmr or not??
which is nicer? aiming at one of these.

如果你是我的传说

从来爱是没有藉口
没有任何愧疚
你的一切
永远将会是我所有
如果你是我的传说
让他天长地久
追梦的人
为你在等候
*************

MC for 2 days =]=]=]
Not really that sick thou.
Wen to play MJ ystd!
Me and ZW lost to the couple.
Anyway, ystd i anyhow play de la.
Ha. Whutever whutever......
Back to work tmrw =(


i LOVE my DRALING . weetsweets.

Happy Daddy's Day

I want GUCCI handbag.

Money pls drop down from the sky NOW!

=] =] =]

xinDong . xinTong

jus reach home. going to bed le.
i vomitted when I was on my way to work.
didnt know why but i ain't pregnant ! lol.

i fuking need to start taking my prac lessons.
cos i fuking did not know tat must take TP within 1 yr from the date of the FTT.
I tot must take the first prac within one yr.
Stupig.

im still confused as ever.
At times, wen im stressful i jus felt glad i tendered.
but wen i wasnt stressful, i felt okay.
den i regret resigning.

since i've tendered i must stick w my decisions and plan ahead.
study full time.
find a part time job ASAP.
take school pracs ASAP.
MORE dota lessons. lol.
study hard lor..

i really need money.
no job = no earnings = life sucks = die
HOHO.

My mind is in a whirl.
sometimes im all so interested in you, and den im not and den i am.
but i'll myself not to be head over heels w anyone =]
i'll let them get me. hahahah =x

esp ever since BKK trip, me and anicia really changed.
as in we became more wild and crazy.
what i did was wen down Waiting like 5 days a wk and den i tendered and i was so confused.
and now i wana get a gucci bag thou i know i've tendered.
but heck! my life.....

I WAN MONEY!!!

W.E.F 15.06.07

woohoo..!!
no more stress le. i FINALLY TENDERED !
i was like damn stress for the past few days.
hearing opionions from colleagues and frens until I got so affected.

but some manage to psycho my mind BUT in the end its still me who shall path the route for my future. not others.

one qns: without me, will panasia still go on?
ans: yes for sure. i aint some big shot, jus a small fly.

many pple come and go. turnover rate is high. 4 tendered. hoho.
its not tat we wana leave but each and everyone of us haf to think of our future.
we might seem bad by leaving at this point of time or wat so ever but this is my own life, who will care if u don be selfish?

everyone is jus selfish la huh.

i din manage to wen down waiting ystd cos marie's not goin and i wen down bishan lor to meet up w/ kelvin, weijie and the rest.
played DOTA for the first time at thomson there. haha i super noob.
was guided den quite ok la. jus tat my right arm quite numb.
den ate prata den go home.

tmrw, think im goin waiting. i feel like clubbing........
club or don club, work or don work, life still goes on.
cherish all the youth time u haf while u can and live w no regrets.
I ALWAYS LIVE WITH REGRETS.
im immature... and still young. not prepared to go out into the workforce.

i... hate myself.

Hit the floor

sian sian sian !
played MJ at anicia's house jus now w joyce n marie too.

anicia is the only noob...
but she really damn damn funny la.
wan to pu hua tat time, she first time take cat, 2nd take chicken, 3rd take BIRD! she still put out. hahaha.

tmrw im goin down waiting... first time for this week.
abit sian le go down sooooooooo often.
see all the pua cb guys there. lol.

anyway, im tendering tmr, i feel scare.
cos my first full time job den im like tendering after working for 1 month +?
like how do i pass the letter to her? wat will my manager impression be on me.
but my co's turnover rate is fuking extremely high esp in my dept.
really got probs la. don wana say much.

kinda glad im leaving but sad cos of the money fly away.
anyway i nid a partime job. so everyone or anyone must look out for me K.
end of yr going taiwan, hoho.

who will be there to support me in whatever decisions i make and its really damn damn alot of decisions cos im fickle minded. so will u still support? ;p

DEFINITION

how do u define to a extent how much a girl can be tat naive?
or how do u define tat u are a good person, but to wat extent?

or how do u know that u are mature, but in wat sense?
it's so hard to define all these.

between the good and the bad.
between people with a sincere heart and those who are masked.


男人不坏女人不爱 - this is fuking true.
but why is it tat way? Huh?!

isit so MAN to be bad. lol.

i haven started baking cookies and cakes.

i was in the express bus yesterday from town. the damn 1hr journey is killing me.
then i saw 2 girls who look kinda "lian" smoking away.
den i realise it kinda reflects on me.
i aint lian but its just tat its fuking ugly seein a girl smoke.
and so, im stopping. and i WILL.
bcos i CAN =]

no big deal in fagging, drinking, partying. it ain't essential but its just a bad habit, tat's all =]

but it'd be weird if i'd stop frequenting waiting.
went down waiting 5days for a week. mon, wed - sat.
madness...

i love socializing :)

FLY ~ Rav

Im feeling kinda giddy.
Woke up at 3+pm.

Din plan to go fly.
Planned to leave early ystd.
In the end go fly, den saw them.
Den go Rav together.
Its super weird, imagine having to see the bright light wen u step outta Rav.

I wore like super duper slack.
Wen to rav w/ anicia, sijie, zhiwei, jacky n jackson.
Step out like 8+?
Faints.

anyway, its better not to get into a r/s w/ a guys who frequents clubs/pubs/bars.
its hard to trust. very very hard.
unless he knows his limit even wen his tipsy and u're not around and u really can trust him.
tsk tsk.

你比从前快乐

WO HEN FAN !

FUKING FANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
CCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Crazy

I dont know why i chose to create a new blog.
Im insane. from blogger to multiply and back to blogger.
ARGH.

was like browsing thru my previous blog entries and i happen to find this post still TRUE.
hahahahaha.
im a waiting regular. im not a waitress!
im so sick and bored of this life......
my long time ago post is below. pls read.

*****************************************************

18 April 2006

how did i fall in love with you - bsb
what is love exactly?
why do poeple always get hurt in relationships?
why are there always sacrifices and problems when it comes to love.
why are there fear of rejection and fear of being accepted.
it sucks totally.
to think of what is in a guy's mind.
u can never foresee it because if he is meant to cheat on you, he can do so without even letting u know.
if a guy cant get a girl? he will jus find means and ways to get her jus for the sake of not losing out cause he had got every other girl he wanted so far.
why is it when one party is feeling the right way and the other turns out to be a letdown?
when is the time where two will feel the same way and things will go on smoothly for them.
fights are just part and parcel of life so as long as they are head over heels for each other, nothing is ever gona destroy it. not even when a girl passes by.
now im not looking for the right one but just waiting. and waiting...
till a simple and nice guy comes by.
i don't want no rich guys with posh cars or some famous guys in college.just a simple guy with true feelings. sitting in bus rides and listening to love songs?
sometimes when we even look back in our past, we got so afraid to fall in love again.
being in a relationship isn't easy handling. it must have extra effort put in with extra care. so don't fool around and getting people hurt when u don't even know what you are doing....

1st post

Chatuchak shopping day 1

BKK neoprint

I'm not sure why I wana change from multiply back to blogger.
and yet i cant seem to connect back to my old blogger.

BANGKOK DAY 1
me, anicia, sijie and joyce were shopping at DFS cosmetics and still looking around.
then we suddenly heard our names being announced over the speakers.
we fucking run like never before towards C1.
everyone were looking at us la ! faints.
like running worst den 2.4 can.
embarassing.

we reached BKK at 2+pm.
booked into first hotel den we 4 girls went to Pratunam market to walk around.
it was pretty near our hotel.
got confused wit Pratunam market and Pratunam complex.
sat at mac for a rest den saw wei jie, kelvin and abel, ben, chuan qi.
dey are going to baiyoke for buffet dinner.

it was pretty ex. 590 baht = S$29++?
in the end we 4 girls + weijie & kelvin wen to crystal grilled buffet to eat.
the food there - FUKING NICE.
got fondue and all.

at night supposed to mit ben all go RCA but in the end we 4 girls got sukumit night market and e 2 guys go patpong see tiger show.

2ND DAY (SAT)
woke up fuking early. wen to chatuchak.
fuking TUKTUK so dangerous.
bought alot alot alot!
2+pm we tired already.
si jie n joyce slept in the hotel. me n anicia go pratunam mkt walk somemore.
ordered pizza from pizza company.
at night met the 2 guys for dinner go AGUANG RESTRO for seafood.
but so damn ex and the sharkfin and bird nest all SUCKS.
den went to MBK at 10+pm.
watch pirates of the carribean lor.
me and anicia power. never catch part 1 & 2.
sleep thruout 3hrs in the cinema. hahaha.

3rd day (SUN)
woke up at 12+pm.
wen w the guys to chatuchak this time round.
at there, we seperate and plan to mit them at 6pm at entrance.
but who knoes we lost our way thruout the fuking big market.
and it start to pour.
we were all drench den we 4 girls took cab back.
we wen to MBK eat swensons ice cream. NICE n CHEAP. only around S$5+.
at night, we wanted to go baiyoke the market there walk walk cos got sijie's fav owl necklace.
in the end, walked past manicure n pedicure shop near our hotel.
ask them they say close. we went in do mani n pedi = less den S$10.
heard frm lady boss tat chinatown sells all the chinese food like birdnest, sharkfin.
ask the guys they don wan go.
we 4 girls at 12+ midnite go took cab.
den this man approach us. he give cheap price.
but he bring us go sambordee restro.
his private car damn scary la. from inside cannot open.
the waiter come open for us.
and we are the only girls around lor.
the supervisor k siao one. ask us go disco la. watever.
eat halfway, i feel slpy liao. i tot it was nothing wrong.
den later, anicia joyce sijie all like giddy giddy. cb.
the drinks they din open the bottle in front of us lor.

we pay bill faster go back hotel.
told the guys they faster come over . LOL.
in the end, i think is they cheat our money. haha.
we din calculate properly.

4th day (MON)
ate A&W!!! root beer float.. waffles!!
wen MBK again. shopping.
guys wen temple.
we girls ate pizzahut. slurp.
onion rings fuking big.
found a nice stall selling bird nest soup. only 100 baht one bowl.
atnight wen to RCA. its a whole stretch of bars/clubs.
we went route66.
open a bottle of henessy VSOP. only 1700baht.
which is about S$70 shared among 6pple.
there no dance floor lor.
all the thai pple jus stand their seat nv dance.
den me anicia joyce all high liao jus fuk care and dance at our table.
we went at 9+ left at 12+. and we finish the whole bottle.
me n anicia goners!
tipsy like fuk. i dono wat i did la.

5th day (TUES LAST DAY)
morning met up w the guys go eat at pizza company again.
den we girls wen down to siam paragon.
me n anicia was separated from sijie n joyce. den we jus walked around.
the cakes there!! nice!! big, cheap.. chocs too.
we ate at secret recipe. choc & cheese cake.
bought chocs back..
in the end we 2 took cab back on our own go meet them at hotel get ready to go back airport.
fuking sad......
I MISS BANGKOK ALOT.