Crazy

I dont know why i chose to create a new blog.
Im insane. from blogger to multiply and back to blogger.
ARGH.

was like browsing thru my previous blog entries and i happen to find this post still TRUE.
hahahahaha.
im a waiting regular. im not a waitress!
im so sick and bored of this life......
my long time ago post is below. pls read.

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18 April 2006

how did i fall in love with you - bsb
what is love exactly?
why do poeple always get hurt in relationships?
why are there always sacrifices and problems when it comes to love.
why are there fear of rejection and fear of being accepted.
it sucks totally.
to think of what is in a guy's mind.
u can never foresee it because if he is meant to cheat on you, he can do so without even letting u know.
if a guy cant get a girl? he will jus find means and ways to get her jus for the sake of not losing out cause he had got every other girl he wanted so far.
why is it when one party is feeling the right way and the other turns out to be a letdown?
when is the time where two will feel the same way and things will go on smoothly for them.
fights are just part and parcel of life so as long as they are head over heels for each other, nothing is ever gona destroy it. not even when a girl passes by.
now im not looking for the right one but just waiting. and waiting...
till a simple and nice guy comes by.
i don't want no rich guys with posh cars or some famous guys in college.just a simple guy with true feelings. sitting in bus rides and listening to love songs?
sometimes when we even look back in our past, we got so afraid to fall in love again.
being in a relationship isn't easy handling. it must have extra effort put in with extra care. so don't fool around and getting people hurt when u don't even know what you are doing....