misssss... forever

firstly, happy belated bday eeyang :)

its like practically 9.20am in the morning.

and im not YET asleep.

initially didnt plan to stay over at eeyang chalet but mer mer was too high, LOL

damn shag, couldnt get a proper slp thru out.

going visual orgasm later.

gona lose alot of blood. hahaha.

maybe?

and then maybe back to eeyang chalet?

suppose to club at zouk, but i really wasnt in the mood.

you can say we're through.

its really hard, hard to move on.

i initiated, but hurting someone is like stabbing me in the heart a million times.

i rather be the one to get hurt than hurt some one so dear.

hurting myself is no big deal, im all so use to it already.

on the brighter side, we're still friends and im always thr.

but..

we may not get to see each other as often anymore.

i really really hope you can get over this calmly, im worried.

i appreciate all, i do.

thanks for the memories.

do a headstand to prevent the tears from flowing...

i feel like tearing up for the words u said at downtown, but i'll be strong

i've no strength to work anymore, my willpower is not with me alr.

PICTURES

meet bday boy and pat

mcvin and the other guys late late in the night

in the midst of some cheater 5 10 game

coralites unite ?

eeyang's bungalow chalet, damn big

a night at summer breeze with anicia , baby and one more person

a gift from him, a v belated gift, but its the last gift ever...

the zillion times we tried to take a perfect photo!

funny?