maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow

hola!

i'm sitting in front of the com late night surfing for nice nice dresses/tunics/floral designs again!

and..

kinda calculated.

by this wed, there will be around 4 - 5 more dresses/tops arriving in my mail box.

ordered eyelashes too. cheap-oooooo!

broke-o = me :(

accompanied the boy with his colleauges to hill top muay thai training at bukit batok nature reserve today.

omg, it was raining cats and dogs, and there wasn't any shelter (only a phone booth)

lucky, the shifu was kinda enough to let me sit in his car.

and he kept telling me that his students will all protect their gfs. wont let them get bullied etc.

and i had to wait for 3 hours hogging on the psp just to wait for him to end the training.

and my journey home? takes 1 and a half hrs :x

and i think his going for more trainings, which is deadly for april.

anyway anyway, accepted the quite low-paying job anyhoo.

what to do. many jobs out there but mostly didn't reach me.

so why should i wait? there's still my diploma cert + increment after 3mths of probation right?

hard work pays off... that is if im hardworking :P

after much consideration over a night of deep thoughts,

i can't really say that i just realised, but to think of it,

why did i even take up business management courses?

i should be into mass comm/visual comm!

my passion ain't into shipping nor banking (just cause the pay is good goondo!)

just simply wish i could turn back time.

i wana work in an advertising co, i wana be a photo journalist, i wana be in between the mix of media, design & marketing.

now, my dreams shattered? months ago, i could still have taken that in MDIS.

now i'm kinda thinking of taking mass comm (it's a very dumb thought thou)

alright, starting work on the 17th of march, signing the appointment letter tomorrow.

hope all well goes well.

then i'd be awaiting my new new sony digi cam, new new hp, new new designer bags/wallets and new new more more online shopping!

not to mention i need a holiday!

bangkok again.

taiwan.

hongkong.

you name it, i'll go :)

life is happier day by day.