忘了爱

lesser....

smses,
conversations,
communications,
meet ups.

everythin jus seem lesser.
like there's nth much to be said nowadays.

honeymoon period is over.

lol.

sometimes being the nice one isn't a good ting at all.
wont stand to benefit anything.
only the bad will.

i hate people who like to take advantage, once bitten twice shy.
and u still dono the word HAI SHAO.

不能说的秘密

881 2.5*
Secret 4*

Secret was touching...
881 only for aunties and uncles.

i still haven watch rush hr 3 thou i very much want to
but i tink i wont get the chance le.

dono wat's up these few days.
am i tinkin too much??
cos i don feel the care like it was before.
time passes, tings sure changed.
wen everything's fine, other tings will den be concentrated on le.
the best is not to bother so much and i will :D
all those 胡思乱想 tots den wont be in my mind.
wen will the time be when we will know each other better???
why are girls sensitive and guys insensitive ?
so many qns marks lor.
nb........


想念是痛苦
jus hate that feelin. lol.

我想要说

HOROSCOPE OF THE DAY (FUKING TRUE!!)

The Bottom Line
You are very sensitive right now, so be careful to avoid overly aggressive people.

In Detail
There is something you've been meaning to say to someone, and it's a very delicate subject. Luckily, today will provide a wonderful opportunity to speak your mind freely. You will be able to be honest without hurting anyone's feelings or coming off as a know-it-all. Your empathy is keen right now, so you should rely on it to let you know when to bring up an awkward topic. Instead of fighting massive fires, you will be able to extinguish them before they get out of hand.


Fel, look at this. it's true lor.
so will today be the day, hurhurrr

泪

i wana say...
I MIND.
I'VE A PROBLEM W MYSELF.
ITS OWAYS THE SAME OLD PROBLEM.

I MUST SAY THINGS OUT.
AND NOT HIDE IT.

好烦好烦

someone there for me

i've been missing so much w the girls esp on weekdays late nights =[
ever since i've started schling on sucha early morning,
i'm like home early to sleep to prepare for next day.
so sad~

should i even be taking my advance dip?
still considering.
if not cfm is part time at night only twice a week.
or else i did be out to find a job...
i tot i don ever wana work logistics anymore le.
i dono la...
its just stresssful lor.

i wana my night life back w the girls - pubbing and drinking till late nights.
i miss fly! long time nv go w anicia le ever since i got....
and she's still a every wkend regular =x
waitin bar still not open.
my life recently kinda changed.

changes all the time.


我是不会错过对我最好的那个人。

AAAAA 亲爱的 ?

yawns*
super tired lei
jus reached hm not too long.
wen safra tamp.

afternoon go city plaza wit eunice.
sometimes, life is really unpredictable.
and i can be kinda attitude at times.
im jus fickle minded and kinda moody wen im feelin restless.
wen i got things in mind i jus cant hide it lor.
yet i dono how to express it.
so much in mind so lil to say.
girls are jus born sensitive ba.
i don wana think so much about the future.
i jus wana live life as it is, we're just happy like tat :D
everything that happeneed is just called fate.

that's eunice the sweetie :D























i wan double eyelids lei :(
i wana watch rush hr 3.
and i love ..my bf
=]

that piano piece

im trying to mug hard. i dono why i jus cant concentrate =[
i miss my girls.
movie-ing tmr - the secret :):):)
wed - with eunice go city plaza
thurs - going WWW w/ the girls ! :):)
wat shud i wear mann.

fat le.
going to the gym one of these days.

*luck is what i need now to change the luck of the people around me.
ups ups.

i kinda like thai disco.
brings back old sch techno memories and makes me highhhhhh
hahaha. with the fast beats of watever music they play.

心不了情

DAMN DOWN.
COS IM STUPIG ENUF TO LEAVE MY HP IN THE CAB JUS NOW.
FUKING HELL.
TINGS NOT GOIN ON WELL TODAY...

I DO STUPIG TINGS.
ITS TIME TO SAVE UP FOR NOW...
MAYBE I SHUD HAF LISTEN AND STAY OVER.
MY STUBBORNESS ALWAYS COS ME TO LOSE SOMETHINGS..

NOW I NEED A HP, 2ND HAND ONE I GUESS.
GOING BROKE.

*LADY LUCK SHINE ON ME PLS ):

爱的主旋律

☑stressed ☐happy ☑fucked up ☑helpless ☑FUCKING BORED
all the ticks are partly bcos of accounting and money.

being lazy is staying at home for the whole day.
i did rather spend the time that was spent at home to be at work.
but i need a job.
cos my money is running dry. fuk.
with the rate im goin, not tat i buy new clothes.
i need skin care and health care products.
its not a want, its a need. an essential.

and why do we girls splurge on such products,
bcos we're nv perfect wit ourselves.
our body, our face, and everythin!
don tell me workin at pub is the best way to get money fast?
lol..
but as compared to happiness & money.
happiness is more impt.

SIGHS.
we were plannign to go taiwan on our next trip.

and i miss bangkok!
the hotel room of 4girls at BKK. lol.














zilian~

i finally found someone

Dont be too good, i will miss u
dont be too caring, i might like u
dont be too sweet, i might fall for u

the person who makes me loves him is actually the person who loves me more than i love him.
if someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he/she couldn't stay, dont cry too much.
just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for awhile.
time will tell, if his yours he will surely come back.

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do,
someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Treasure the one who loves you!
It's not easy to find a person who loves you.
It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.
The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once.
Time doesn't wait.
If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away.
Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later...
"No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."

Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ...
"I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them.
We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again.

**
Gotten randomly from someone on friendster =]
meaningful phrases...
we do not tend to cherish and tink about it as our life passes on.
weird but true.

睡美人

bought donuts from yummy at WS.
i wana eat donut factory donuts!! =[
tdy so early at home hor?
maybe going out for dinner later.
i miss jason, yolanda and donny lots!!
ever since i left pan asia, only get to meet jason at BQ.
yo's goin back to indon.. sad.
and i miss donny's crap!

i really need to start studying lor.
accounts sucks.
got no background abt it at all.
no idea at all. wat la...
nx wk got test le.
buck up april~ i can do it LOL

why do i keep smelling ralph lauren black everywer???
omg.
ralph black vs mont blanc parfum vs ck vs aigner. lol.

i wana got bintan/bali resorts !!
http://www.bintan-resorts.com/brcms/Default.aspx
http://www.hardrockhotels.net/bali/default.asp

I NEED A FUKING JOB !!!! $_$

☑Stressed
☐Happy
☑Normal
☐Upset
☑Bored
☐Horny

那么爱你为什么

jus came back.
watched flash point w anicia jus now.
louis koo is HOT can, lol.
but invisible target still nicer.
ups ups.

wen slackin at mac lo, fuking no life.
baby is making me tired.
naughty boy.

met up w the others soon after.
its either singing, mj, clubbing, drinking, gucci, money, movies, shopping.
tat's all we can tink of in this life.
lol.
life sucks.

came back first, my head super heavy.
now, am so fuking no mood plus my head pain.
fuktup laaaaaaaaaaaa.

why cant my life be simpler. pls tell me why.

THE DAY AT ZOUK

BEFORE



















AFTER (HOLY SHIT)

楼下那个女人

有一段时间在夜里闭上眼
偶尔也会听见
有点低沉的一阵歌声
用一种很轻的口吻反覆唱著
心中那一段不去的伤痕

女:回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

***

我相信缘份。
我相信这是缘份.
lol,
i wana go waiting but haven open lei.
why are we waiting?

bring me there, you know... =]

i wana ZzZ le.

AIDEQI

at someone's house now.
ZzZz
PIG.
yup.

finally managed to watch alone.
now left wit flash point, simpsons and rush hr III.
walao.
and finally had my bedok 85 bak chor mee lor, yum!
im gettin fat...
really must cut down.
jus asked daddy to dabao popiah lor.
lol.
me and anicia also craving for sweet potato.
WTH.

muz start studying le.
but im someone who cant concentrate in lessons wen it freakin gets boring lo.
im a super last min person esp studies.
but i cant afford to slack tis time?
thanks to my classmate, she's my motivation.
she's been wit me since ITE lo.
heheh.

zouking next fri? not sure?
holidays on thurs? damn song i tell u.
plans on wed? do wat???

life is so sian.
MONEY MAKES WONDERS. LOL.

muacks.