turn back time

class test coming up.
so much to study! sighsssss.
im so lazy now in MDIS as compared to studyin in ite.
i was ok la, still lazy but more hardworking den NOW.
my worst character is my laziness !

and as i grow older,
i will find that i have little time left for youth.
and i will try to not laze around so much.
do more meaningful things and experience more stuffs while im still young.
i used to have the tot of teaching in a montessori.

thanks classmates for the accompanying me tdy.
and realise that we have a certain common interest - old chi/eng music tat is.
lol.
fuking tired.
first time i swore tat i cant wake up tdy!
and i don wish to go to sch at all.
yest nite can even chat on the com and lie down on the desk and fall aslp.
W.T.F.

i always think tat im right.
and i have to change myself.

*daddy;s the best
*baby;s graduation ! means more time for me . muacks

Soulmate

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

i'm glad im seeing baby later !!
miss him like fuck.
tat liang po po act.
lol.

im GUILTY.
imma troublemaker.................
words within me tat doesnt shows out.

imissyoubabyimissyou.

been ages since i played the last MJ.
like 2mths ago.

april's bf - on tat chivas bottle

MADE A MISTAKE WICH I SHLDNT YEST.
AND IT CAUSE SOME PROBS IN THE END...
ITS MY FAULT. SORRY...
I DIN PUT MYSELF IN UR SHOES..
BUT THOSE MSGES DON MEAN A SINGLE TING TO ME AT ALL.
I WONT REPEAT IT AGN.

if only life was better.
if only they could understand me.
if only we change as the world changes.

no matter wat happens,
no matter how i felt...
i'll still love u.
jia you, faster grad.. don faster go NS :)

当刺猬爱上玫瑰

THANKS all for asking me to drink more water.
lol.

http://item.rakuten.co.jp/pixycal/11483/
eunice's endless links given to me makes me fall for japan dresses too!
nb. no $$.
niceeeeee.

i cant believe im home since fri nite till sun nite.
world records broken.

got cousin weddin dinner to attend.
dono wat to wear?
cant imagine. like his first gf for 5yr+ and gettin married.
wah.

if i had a less broad face w a sharper chin and a less broad shoulder and smaller thighs and waist.
and let me grow few more cms taller and let me be as white as full house actress.
im PERFECT le.

stop askin me wer is my bf... or why nv meet him.
sick of answering this qns.
LOL. so near yet so FARRRR~

..

fuking sick yest.
had fever up to 38.7 degrees
vomitted . no matter wat med i took.
i super hate this .

but im ok now..
not sure to go sch tmr or not.

slept for like one whole fuking day.
im super weak :(
sat wasted. but its ok doesnt make any diff.

*spare a thought for me will u?

and im craving for sakae sushi again.
i need to eat them like once every mth? lol

HuaDouKaiHaoLe

the PROBLEM wit me is.
i must get wat i want.
i expect plans to turn out my way or watever things i wan i must get it.
and wen all these doesnt goes my way, i will jus become pek cek.
sudden mood of change.
and i know nothing can ever change my stubborn character.
i shldn't be pissed off. but i jus felt tat way.
losing patience.. am not understandin anymore...

sometimes its very hard. very very very hard.
i don undstn why.
3 DAYS A WEEK , is it very hard to ask for?
i tink it is.

since last fri incident..
the trust's gone down.
too many loop holes left unexplainable.
and tmrw is ...... happy 2 months
bet u don even rmb the date.

frens shall be more impt as of tdy

谢谢你的温柔

wakeboarding was fun.
but its hard for me to balance.
wen wit anicia, joyce, desmond, benson and instructor-fren vincent.
lol.
the instructor said i am like how most guys did, trying to fight wen on the wakeboard.
joyce was power la. twice and she can balance.
wah...
nb.
anicia was funny.. haha
tink i got more tanned?
super tired. nv felt this tired be4.
the moment got up the speed boat jus lie there like some dumbfuk.
no strength to even get up. lol.
thanks for the experience ;) i will try if got the bucks in future.
1 hr = 100 + @ Marina Country Club.
love the breeze wen on the speed boat =)

-ilu

-i wana shift out.

-i wana be independent

-i wana work

-i suck
photo was taken using ting's SE K810i & i wana get tat hp.
me and ting at qiren house. shagggg.

如果一开始你爱上的人是我

happy 20 bday dearest marie
happy 21 bday ah yong

doin ur best???
i dono...
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

beautifool girl - sean queenston

boooo ~

back from car prac..
my mind sibei tired.
in control of the car for 2 hrs is tiring.
drove till tamp tdy.
im more confident in driving.
but i seriously hate clutches lor. fukkk
damn ma huan.

on sat my sis ask me to help make up for her for the first time lo.
make up is super essential to me.
stumble upon a pic she took tat day and guess which is her ?

tired to type le.
meetin HS for early dinner & can see his whitooo.
lol.
i wana watch movie ! :)))))))))

ying wei ai suo yi ai .

i.....
u...

apartment 1303
rat show
nakura 19 ( i tink )
EVAN ALLLLMIGHTY

the shows i wana watch...

i wana cherish the times, not lose it.

sometimes, i don feel the sincerity or the enthusiaism in u.. ? why?

i prefer having a bad memory than having a good one.
rather be the one to forget everyting.
i wana go back to the day wer i was working busy like fuk.
jus concentratin on work. aint tat good.
no time to tink of many other tings unlike now. so FUKING FREEEEE.
can go mad.
wen i work.. tats the time i tend to get memory loss.

SRJJ

BAF is finally over ;);)

i hope can score B . i wan my surprise ! crack ur brains pls (:

wen to bugis near the temple there to eat w classmates after paper.

den go in temple bai bai.

im super tiredddddd.

HAPPY 24TH BDAY JASON

AND

HAPPY 23RD BDAY DESMOND

one is having bbq at ECP.

and the other at shins.

mon, new days new subjects.

no rest days at all.. so sad.

i cant wait to graduate~

i wana watch evan almighty and ratoutile? dono how to spell la.

me & henry - my 13th floor neighbour cum ex sch mate. taken last mth i tink.

回心转意

即使你问我几千万片，我还是会说我跟本都不建议.

MH to zouk to fly to mono to fly to mono to fly.
i feel so sick of clubbing alr. i dono why.
noisy scenes , so crowded everywer.
i'd rather pub. but pubbing feels so sleazy to me now.
all the way from 12 - 6.
2words: bored, tired.
i was quiet all the way.
like in the cant be bothered to socialise mood..
planned to reach hm at 2+
but in the end it turned to 6+

at times i feel so upset seein my fren like tat.
and i really wana help her.
lead her back to the road where she's not lost.
i feel helpless.
im a hopeless myself too.
bcos my attitude sucks.
sorry.

^^

Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)[?]

The Bottom Line
You need to have a conversation with a friend about your feelings. Share the truth.

In Detail
Time is definitely going to be on your side today, so use it wisely. Your romantic relationship is getting stronger, and today the two of you will finally have all the time you need to have that conversation you both have been waiting to have. Be honest and trust them with your feelings -- the good, the bad, and the vulnerable. This is an important opportunity to get everything out on the table and determine what you are dealing with. Make plans for the future.

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line
Your finances are you own business, no one else's, no matter what advice you get.

In Detail
Your finances are you own business, and no one else's, no matter what their relationship to you. So if you're feeling tight with money (or loose with money), then you have every right to act accordingly. Avoid the advice you're being given on how to save more or spend more wisely. Only you truly understand where you're comfortable trimming costs and where you're comfortable splurging. Let those people sacrifice what they want to sacrifice. You sacrifice what you're willing to sacrifice.

最爱的人伤我最深

i wan a digital camera.. so i can oways capture all beautiful shots of my beloveds & places i go..
i wan a PSP. been wanting it since...
i need a new hp.
i need a brand new watch.

the diff between needs and wants.
wen im down, there will be more tings tat will happen to me tat will make me more down.
my watch dropped on e floor again.
there a crack there. im so upset.
so many tings happening.
all not smooth.
why? why is life unfair.

wen can this matter ever be resolved..
i will be most happy once it has been solved.
tats the only prob to my misery.
and i dono how.
i've no air to breathe.
SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS

car nearly buang tdy.
die better.
no worries.
lol.

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

i've learnt sth today.
there is never an easy way out.
only lazy people like me takes the easy route out
and this results in... taking supp paper lo.

think half the class sure concentrate on Set A.
i sure flung lor. 1 hr 20mins and im out of the class.
know how to do 1 qns out of 5. others jus anyhow write.
im surprised set A din come out cos teacher say set A 80% will de lor.
$$%^&*(#$%%^&*()
im disappointed w myself.
so much time and efforts i've wasted on..
brain cells gone dead.

wen to vivo w wan ling, melvin and jing le after sch.
slacked ard..

thanks cleve for helping to get a job ..
appreciated.
lol.

ACCOUNTING - I MUZ DO WELL
down down everythin's down =(